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Diaper dilemma
7 years ago
This is sort of a continuation of my earlier journal about struggling with my babyfur side.
Twice this week I bought a pack of Goodnites, used the first couple, and threw out the whole pack. Now, on one level I had a practical reason for throwing them out. Just having them in my apartment was a major distraction, one I can't really afford to have in my busy graduate student life. So why did I buy them? I have poor impulse control. This isn't the first time I've done this, either. But now, more than anything, I regret spending the money on that whole escapade. I keep thinking how this is money I'd rather spend on commissions. Yeah, I've only posted the one on this account, but I have several on my other account.
So add "I don't want to be spending money on diapers" to my issues.
Sorry for venting on you like this. It's just this is the only place I feel I can be open in any way about these issues.
Twice this week I bought a pack of Goodnites, used the first couple, and threw out the whole pack. Now, on one level I had a practical reason for throwing them out. Just having them in my apartment was a major distraction, one I can't really afford to have in my busy graduate student life. So why did I buy them? I have poor impulse control. This isn't the first time I've done this, either. But now, more than anything, I regret spending the money on that whole escapade. I keep thinking how this is money I'd rather spend on commissions. Yeah, I've only posted the one on this account, but I have several on my other account.
So add "I don't want to be spending money on diapers" to my issues.
Sorry for venting on you like this. It's just this is the only place I feel I can be open in any way about these issues.
Congrats on graduating, btw. I hope you manage to get a pack soon. I think I was 17 when I bought my first pack. Do you have a brand in mind?
Most abdl people don't find Goodnites to be the most absorbent; I just have a soft spot for them. But, since they're readily available, I guess they're a good starting point as long as they fit you. I've never ordered diapers online; I've always gotten them at grocery stores and pharmacies. I think all major chains carry them.
Aside from my one-off purchase in high school I didn't really buy Goodnites until I started college. There was based CVS within walking distance. I've also tried out some store brand equivants and Underjams. I think the underjams could be my choice if they were a bit bigger. The store brands don't compare that well to Goodnites apart from the CVS and Family Dollar brands.
Just finished classes with a 4.0 GPA. Now I just have to finish my thesis.