Okay, so the other day when I was getting ready for work my mom asked me what do I want for Christmas. And you know what? Honestly...I don't know what I want for Christmas. I know that back in my days I used to play video games like all day, and my mom and grandma be telling me to stop playing video games all the time. Technically speaking, here I am as an adult, and like...I just don't feel like playing video games anymore. It's strange as you grow much older in your life. Nonetheless, yeah, I have no clue to what I want for Christmas. I mean, there's nothing in this world that I know what I want. So, I told my mom that all I want for Christmas is "to be happy".

Why did I say I want "Happiness" for Christmas? Because I feel like that's all I could ever want. I mean, as far as toys and games and shiz, I don't think they make me happy. But when it comes to REAL friends and family...yeah, perhaps THAT is what makes me happy. I mean, every day, I always imagine and see myself surrounded by friends and fam that love me for me, and that we all spend time together. I guess this is what Princess Tiana and her father, James, meant about "never lose sight of what's really important". Sometimes I do play games, and sometimes I do be on the Internet, but sometimes I feel like I want to go out and spend time with friends and family - laugh, chat, have fun, etc. Of course, my mom did say about next year we plan on going on a family vacation, again. Perhaps this time I might go to Florida with them since last year I haven't gone with them. Of course, I do remember that this year we went to Dave & Buster's like two times - one was for AJ's birthday and the other was for Unlimited Wings and Unlimited Games. *sigh* Good times.

But, yeah, when it comes to being an adult you just have no clue whatsoever what you want for Christmas. Like, to me...perhaps I already got what I wanted, and maybe there are those in the world who deserve better. Inb4, "It is more blessed to give than to receive".