So here's what's gonna go down, I'm going to blow through half it not all my commissions before the end of the year. Then I'm going to Move account. I've chosen the name Ju-Ki. The account is already premade, but it's bare there literally nothing there. If I get my new job by this time I will work on those refunds. When my Plate is clear then I will reopen regular commissions and start a new fresh plate.

I'm sorry, this came out of the blew but I'm feeling very depressed lately. I think it because I feel terrible constantly saying ill stream and having things happen in my day to stop that makes me feel like I'm lying. I need to be better, that's the whole point of this accounting change. To leave behind the old me and try to be better finally.