I am lonely.. so very very lonely. I’m having trouble sleeping at nights, I’m struggling to get the motivation to get up in the morning. When I was living at home, leaving was my motivation to do things. Getting away from my abusive family. But now that I’m out.. I’ve never felt more alone.

To cope I’ve been pupping and ponying our in fetish pet gear but it can only help so much. And when I recently went to a fetish night event as a pup, it really reminded me how much I missed being with people.

I need to talk to someone on a regular basis, actually call or meet with someone sometime for a hug or something because it’s becoming too hard to be alone for this long. Anyways I’m just on a tired rant at 4am unable to sleep. ..