I said this on stream but I think I'll say it here too.

I didn't really plan on living past the age of 19. I'm currently 26 and everything I'm doing now is just winging it. If my suicide attempts actually worked back then, I wouldn't have been able to meet a lot of humble people like Ivorysmoon and other streamers. The Completionist and other youtubers. Not to mention all the people I got to meet irl. There's still a lot of gunky shadows in my life, but that just makes these people all the more special. Thanks for bringing a little light into my life.

Thanksgiving was unpleasant to say the least. Me and my father don't get along. Not only did he put me in so many spotlights, he berated me and my job in front of 20 others while we were eating. He's like this because he doesn't like someone excelling past him in anything so he tears you down. I'm immune to it at this point, but it still chips away at me. Things got a little better once he left but the mood was already broken. I'd say the only good thing is that I get to lock myself away for 3 days to just build/create with all my heart.

Hopefully you all had a good day.