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Love you, Grandma...
7 years ago
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transfurs*sigh*...So...my mom picked me up from work today, and...she told me that Grandma...said that I am strong...and that I should help out with the family together. Let alone getting my grandma's house fixed together, as well. As much as I appreciate what my mom told me what my grandma said...well, I just arrived home...and there's my aunt Pam.
My aunt Pam shock her head, which is a sign saying something went down. And...my aunt Pam was moving her mouth which pretty much sounds like she's saying, "She's gone". My uncle's "girlfriend" came and gave me a hug, Christian and Pam seeing if I'm alright, and my mom...well, she's seeing if I'm alright, too...
I'ma be honest...half of me is alright, yet...half of me just...can't help but cry and accept the fact that it happened. Yes...as the journal hence...my grandma is gone. What can I say? I tried thinking positive, I prayed, tried keeping my hopes up, took good care of her and checking up on her, and...well...there's just nothing else me or anyone else can do. But, as like my grandma always tell me: "Think positive", "Enjoy life", "Continue being you", and most of all, "Stay strong".
Honestly, what I love about my grandmother...is that she knows who I am, and she ACCEPTED me for who I am. She even treats me the way I wanted to be treated, and knows that I'm growing up, too. No one else in my family knows who I am, let alone can't accept me for who I am either. In fact, right now my mom, aunt Pam, aunt Christian, and uncle Tim are being nice to me. But, like, I dunno. Maybe they DO love me, and I was blind to not see it. *sigh* Who knows?
But, nonetheless...I guess that's that then. Right now I'm home with my family, and well...I'm alright on the outside, but...upset on the inside. At least...what matters is I still have those who love and support me, right? I know I'm not really alone, right?
Well...guess it's time I moved on with my life. Don't know what I can do with myself now, but...I'm sure I'll find the way. Grandma...thanks for everything. And also...thanks for accepting me. Love you always.
My aunt Pam shock her head, which is a sign saying something went down. And...my aunt Pam was moving her mouth which pretty much sounds like she's saying, "She's gone". My uncle's "girlfriend" came and gave me a hug, Christian and Pam seeing if I'm alright, and my mom...well, she's seeing if I'm alright, too...
I'ma be honest...half of me is alright, yet...half of me just...can't help but cry and accept the fact that it happened. Yes...as the journal hence...my grandma is gone. What can I say? I tried thinking positive, I prayed, tried keeping my hopes up, took good care of her and checking up on her, and...well...there's just nothing else me or anyone else can do. But, as like my grandma always tell me: "Think positive", "Enjoy life", "Continue being you", and most of all, "Stay strong".
Honestly, what I love about my grandmother...is that she knows who I am, and she ACCEPTED me for who I am. She even treats me the way I wanted to be treated, and knows that I'm growing up, too. No one else in my family knows who I am, let alone can't accept me for who I am either. In fact, right now my mom, aunt Pam, aunt Christian, and uncle Tim are being nice to me. But, like, I dunno. Maybe they DO love me, and I was blind to not see it. *sigh* Who knows?
But, nonetheless...I guess that's that then. Right now I'm home with my family, and well...I'm alright on the outside, but...upset on the inside. At least...what matters is I still have those who love and support me, right? I know I'm not really alone, right?
Well...guess it's time I moved on with my life. Don't know what I can do with myself now, but...I'm sure I'll find the way. Grandma...thanks for everything. And also...thanks for accepting me. Love you always.
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