About My Situation
7 years ago
As some of you may have noticed, I've been absent all these days, haven't replied anyone or anything. I'm sorry for that, but it was either do this or freak out
What happened is that I had a really severe breakdown last month to the point of scratching myself again and almost isolated myself completely. I could only get up and leave to go to work. And work was exhausting me, whenever I got home, I'd sleep because I was so mentally tired I couldn't even stay awake.
I've started therapy at the time, and it's going quite well, if I'd say so.
Well, I know it's not an excusable behavior for an artist, most of you must've thought I'd scam you, but I could NEVER do this. I simply hate scammers and I'm not one of them.
Current situation is: I've just got home and fired myself of my previous job or else I'd go nuts for real.
So... My mental health is recovering slowly, but it is.
As I'm not going to work there, I'll focus completely on commissions, to deliver a better work at a faster time.
Starting next week, I'll try and finish my current queue as quick as I can, working about 6h/day to 8h/day to make it work.
I'll also probably make random streamings to make sure I keep my work done.
Again, I'm sorry. If you reading this commissioned me, idk how to thank you for understanding. I'll make sure to compensate all the waiting and lack of updates.
Thank you all so much
What happened is that I had a really severe breakdown last month to the point of scratching myself again and almost isolated myself completely. I could only get up and leave to go to work. And work was exhausting me, whenever I got home, I'd sleep because I was so mentally tired I couldn't even stay awake.
I've started therapy at the time, and it's going quite well, if I'd say so.
Well, I know it's not an excusable behavior for an artist, most of you must've thought I'd scam you, but I could NEVER do this. I simply hate scammers and I'm not one of them.
Current situation is: I've just got home and fired myself of my previous job or else I'd go nuts for real.
So... My mental health is recovering slowly, but it is.
As I'm not going to work there, I'll focus completely on commissions, to deliver a better work at a faster time.
Starting next week, I'll try and finish my current queue as quick as I can, working about 6h/day to 8h/day to make it work.
I'll also probably make random streamings to make sure I keep my work done.
Again, I'm sorry. If you reading this commissioned me, idk how to thank you for understanding. I'll make sure to compensate all the waiting and lack of updates.
Thank you all so much
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Thank you so much
I wish you to get better soon, best of luck!
Eu fiquei preocupado e triste pela sua ausência e queria poder saber como você estava. Talvez eu não conseguiria te ajudar, mas eu queria poder fazer algo por você.
Desde a última vez que nós conversamos eu tenho conseguido me recuperar, mas eu passei por duas recaídas leves. Também quase perdi um amigo por causa dos meus problemas e isso fez eu piorar por um momento. A situação daqui de casa não está boa e a minha relação familiar está piorando, apesar de continuar firme. E nas últimas semanas eu passei por uma situação terrível. Quase fui assaltado ou pior. Eu estou muito bem agora, graças ao Mika e principalmente o Shaw. Eu também estou me esforçando para ajudar os meus amigos como eu posso. Eu espero poder fazer algo para te ajudar também, mas eu te entendo se quiser um tempo para se recuperar sozinho. Não se esqueça que eu sempre estarei aqui para te dar uma mão quando precisar. :')