Hey, guys. Just went to and got back from work today. As of how I'm doing right now...I'm doing alright. Nonetheless, I just wanted to say...thank you. Those that gave me empathy via shouts, notes, or on Telegram...thank you for your empathy. Although, some of you that read and saw my last journal from yesterday are probably wondering why I disabled the comments. Well, to be honest, the reason why I disabled the comments yesterday was because...well...I kinda thought no one would care. I mean, my family has given me comfort, but seeing a few of those in the furry community who also gave me comfort...pretty much shows that I was TOO BLIND for not seeing it. Heck, and here I am thinking to myself that I'm a "disillusion".

Although, without further ado, again...thanks. For the two who went their way to spread the word about my loss (you know who you are), you didn't have to do that. However, I appreciate the support you've given me. So, thanks for that, as well. Nonetheless, as of right now, I'm moving on with my life already. And you know what? This morning my mom said how very proud she was for me staying strong. Of course, that's what my grandma also wanted, too. Apparently, it's still 2018 and November is about to come to a close. Thus, December will be arriving soon. I'm not sure what 2019 will be like, but...here's to hoping, I guess.