I always write journal updates in a strange process of writing to myself, as I'm uncertain of the audience of my page being still quite a lurker. It was an nterestingly cathartic process to see a youtuber I enjoy the content of almost being called out for their furriness, yet not wanting to admit it. I did a weird thing when I saw said process - and I reimagined myself in the same situation - what would I do, what would I say. To be honest, I think if any of the people who knew me IRL (who mostly don't know I'm into this stuff) called me out now, I'd just be like - yep, ya got me. I think this is probably more of a seachange than I realise, as I've spent many a year hiding all of this from public view. Now I'm not exactly public with it - I don't own a suit, I'm not yelling it from the rooftop, or throwing it in peoples faces. Then, I don't think that would be a good thing either. I think my current standpoint is the exact right standpoint to have. I'm excepting of it - but not overtly in your face with it. I also went to my first meet this month - well I say went. I was way too late to actually meet anyone as the meet happened at 11am, and I think I rocked up about 3pm. However - I'm in the mindset that if I can manage to get the timings right, I may go to the next local one. Hopefully I even fit in! I don't normally into normal circles. Being a weird science geek I don't fit into normal life at all. Then, where would the fun in that be.