I wish for popularity! Wait what...
7 years ago
Deep inside of me, I wish I would become SO very popular I could just ignore everybody around me and they would find me even more cool because I would be ignoring them. #lol
Get FA+ |
*Le Ignore*
Crowd: "Oooh he's so hot and mysterious!"
I find that ignoring people (while being popular) brings the fake friends that stick around for #porn and the other ones that learn your deepest darkest secrets to either exploit your weaknesses or blackmail you with shameful things via public exploits (doxxing and airing of dirty laundry).
Granted, I've learned this all from a safe distance because who am I? lmao
What would you do with your newfound popularity? :3
Of course things could change in good time. But if I was like, ultra popular, I think I would feel pretty bad about it because I honestly doubt I would know how to get along with all the stuffs this implies. It is nice to meet new people and learn about them by listening to the very little insignificant thing they may have to talk about. You can just sit with them and no one will cares since you are just likely to be a "nobody" for them. Unlike being popular, I guess if people would see you somewhere they would expect you to stay with the crowd that have much more in common with you (same popularity rate, as an exemple). And, they maybe would find it weird if you stick with people who are like brand new in the fandom. For exemple, could you imagine an artist like Redrusker or a writter like Kyell Gold to sit in the dark corner of a place to speak talk with a fur who's left behind by every others? In my guess, even IF they wanted to do it, they probably would not have the time since popularity would request from you to be somewhere else at a very specific moment but definitely not to be lost somewhere/nowhere out of the cheerful crowd.
I'm too scatterbrained for hanging onto more than about three conversations at a time. xD For instance I like your brain and how it works.it would be exciting to have talked at length for any number of days or hours, but there's no telling what life issue will distract me in the future. I am juggling metaphorical knives by balancing the love and connection people feel with me and sometimes one knife slips past my fingers and someone gets hurt. :/
Have you had the chance to design or assemble your own knife before? :D Seems like you know a good bit about their maintenance. :)
Grit 100 - to destroy and prepare de blade
Grit 400 - to hardly polish the blade and give it an almost final shape
Grit 500 - to validate the shape of the blade and take of everything the next stone won't be able to take off (high grits are much soft and easy to tear)
Grit 1000~2000 - to start the polishing and see if I need to go back to the 500 grit ones
Grit 5000 - to perform a high level of polishing and sharpening (at this point I can pass through a sheet without a single slicing move)
Grit 30 000 - to achieve a 'razor like' texture and ultra-mirrored finish on the blade (at this point I can shave with it).
I am now curious about the grit of the stone you touched :P
I think you should give it a try one day, if you are have the patience for this kind of thing. It is relaxing, somehow and self-rewarding.
As of now I can practice retaining a certain pressure and angle with my ceramic sticks and then move on to the stones. :)
Thank you for your knowledge
And, no problem. It is nice to talk to a furry liking that kind of thing.
I'm funny and I get a lot of things partly done before I'm distracted. xD Trying to wean off the bad habit lol.
Honestly if I do seclude myself my mind instantly tries to go everywhere else and will continue that for hours no matter what I try to stop it.
I have no idea if that would work but I am pretty sure you would like it XD
Then there's people wanting to know you or befriend you desperately and you may have no time, maybe neither interest to socialize with them, and you rather stick to the ones you knew outside of what made you popular. The ones that kept contact with you for who you really are with them and not the pretty idol, or the skilled autor. Sometimes I feel that does happen with popular artists, and it kinda happens to me. Happens that having people that admires you trying to push themselves into you, your personal life and boundaries while you're so out of their social circles and etc is more likely that you will have to leave your closests friends and family aside because of the stranger being a fanatic. Of course, that doesn't justifies being mean and take advantage of less popular people. Sucks that in a social event you can't reach out to people equally as anyone else going for fun when you're attending because of your popularity tho.
Not sure if that make sense. I did liked you reply though. Now I know more of what you think about that, I'll try to become your BIGGEST fan and follow you everywhere. I will even ask your subconscious to let me in during your sleep, so I'll be able to know what you dream about :D