So I did a lot of thinking. And by a lot I mean a lot XD

So, after seeing how everyone wanted me to be happy and that they'd support whatever I decided i realized that I don't need to leave everyone to fix my problems. in fact, that will probably make it worse as I still hold you all very dear~ Even those who don't even comment or talk to me XD
And so here's what I came up with.

Everyone makes mistakes, it's only Human nature. What makes us Human is to learn from our mistakes and to be sure never to do them again. It's this reason I never hold anything against someone and is what made me so forgiving, even to a point it annoys my friends as it keeps leading to me getting hurt again.
Though due to how my viewpoint is on this, people most of the time expected me to be perfect, to be unable to make mistakes which isn't right at all. And so when I ever made mistakes and it upset people, such feelings would always eat away at me, causing myself to feel like I could have been better.
Yet. I learned none of that is true. What those people were, was just people. Not friends. What a friend does is accept the mistakes you make and helps you better yourself, to let you know that they'd be there for you. And so, if people get upset at me for making mistakes and abandon me, then they were never a friend in the first place.

Another thing I had to learn from is no matter where I go, there will always be rumors about me I will have to deal with in some way or another. What the best thing to do in such a situation is to trust my friends and know they will not believe what is shown to them. If a friend abandons someone just because they heard something bad about them, then it shows that they were never a true friend to begin with. They would talk to you about it, make sure the rumors are true, and even if so be there to support the friend instead of toss them away.

As for roleplay.
I am actually going to go back to roleplaying with everyone but it will still be limited in some ways.
So first of all you must be at least 18 so it doesn't risk me getting in trouble. And besides, I'm not really comfortable roleplaying with underage people anymore for such reasons. So if you are under 18, please note that the only thing I will roleplay with you is a hug, and not cuddles.
For those who are of age, I will do regular roleplays here, but will be not as detailed so that if you want detail you can join my group. Though if you want to do anything mature or nsfw, please only do that with me on discord if you do join my group. As that's something I am not comfortable roleplaying here. At all!

And guys. This roleplay change is a privilege, not a right! if people abuse it then it will be lost for everyone, so please understand.

Now for my discord server.
As we all know, I host special bids on my discord so people can get artwork of their character with Cookie. Some of them are even ones I would never even allow so those might be higher in price than the others. Though please understand this! As some people were misunderstanding why I was doing this.
I actually can't afford much artwork anymore. And pretty much all the profits I make, actually will be going to the artist anyways, and the artist does know and is okay with it.

If you guys have any comments or questions feel free to put your opinion below. Though anything immature will be hidden. I hope you guys like the change. And I am no longer thinking of quitting due to the massive support I got. Thank you all so much!