You have my deepest, most heartfelt condolences for your loss, man. I've been watching you for so many years, and I just hope she went painlessly and quietly. She had a wonderful life because of your love for her, and I hope you'll find time to mourn and step by step move forward.
May she rest in peace.
“Nothing ever truly dies. The universe wastes nothing, everything is simply transformed.”Been a long time watcher - Nobody should have to go through that. I'm sorry for your loss - make sure to take time to mourn and take care of yourself.
I am very, very sorry for your loss. Take what time you must to do what you must. There will be people here waiting to greet you again with open arms.