Boop.

This is as much to push that depressive previous journal off the page.

First of all, I really want to thank my friends and everyone who have provided support. Most of you live far away, but that doesn't diminish the meaning of your presence or words. If I have my way, I'll make damn sure to give y'all a good hug in person one day.

Also thank you to those that I don't speak to as often who have left me words of encouragement. I seriously appreciate it. Don't underestimate what a few kind, gentle words can mean <3

So! To update... Still stuck in a rather shitty situation. Fortunately (and I don't want to jinx it) my mind seems to be getting better in regards to moods. I suspect what I had was a stress induced break. My mood does still swing a bit, especially when I'm under extreme pressure and stress, but it hasn't been nearly as bad for the past two or three days.

I'm also fairly certain all of the physical and psychological trouble lately has been because of the extreme stress of eviction. Moving is stressful in and of itself. Eviction is even worse. Eviction when you have grown so attached to a place is terrible.

I suspect I'll still be a bit all over the place for the next while, but hopefully I'll be able to move to the new place sooner rather than later.