Update on Kura's life:
As you know.. my beloved Aunt passed in April. But also my Grandpa's second wife (Grandma Chris) passed... and well.. Grandpa Lloyd passed as well and was buried, fittingly, on Veteran's day. (he helped clean up after WWII, he served Vietnam, Korea, and years after that. Both Army and Navy. And was a Great Granpa, and father figure to many not even his own kids)

He was basically my only real Grandparent, and helped raise me. So..this years hit hard for deaths.

Still no Visa. But still living in Capetown. Trying to focus on my health but..well finances. Still in the same one room garage, but saving and looking for apartments. (also need new bed, need a dishwasher because my hands cannot keep up with dishes, and will need a couch..also I need to get a laptop to do my work on so I can be moble again.)

I've been drowning my woes in gay slow-burn fanfics on AO3, and Destiny 2. (it was free..but I couldnt resist and I spent my birthday money on an annual pass.. it's been worth it for helping me avoid anxiety and depression and for playing with brother-in-law and mate)

Art:
I'm still working on my art due. It's just such slow progress. X_X my hand just really cannot handle holding anything pen shaped and putting pressure down to draw/paint.

I love you guys for your patience. but GOD I am so anxious and depressed at how slow I am. I feel so PATHETIC. I cannot work like this. I am SO BURNT OUT. I can somehow relax and work better on NON furry stuff..and I really wanna make stuff for shirts/stickers/pins and sell them. I wish I had enough going and enough fans to just semi-support me on ko-fi and patreon. That's a dream. Just like.. 50-100 people... 1-5$ each. man.. <3

But until then..my big focus is finishing what is owed. Even if my hands fall off. ..if I could refund it all I would. But I love you guys and so much of the art is being colored and almost done. like it's in it's last stages! I just..gotta FINISH! AHHHHHH

..I love you guys. TT_TT sigh.