Another Vent
7 years ago
🌙Ohana means family...🌙
I'm so tired.
So broken.
So.. Done with everything.
I loved you more than I loved anyone..
I saw the good in you when no one else did.
I look back at the memories we made together and I just..
What happened to us?
The day I asked you to be mine was the happiest goddamn day of my life.
I poured my heart out to you over countless text messages..
Was this all just some joke to you?
Just another way to get more attention?
I'm still not okay over this.. I'm really not.
A part of me keeps hoping you'll see these.. That somehow some of my words will reach you.
But I know they won't.
I know you've abandoned me.
I know I'm not worth your love. Or your time. Or even a second thought.
Still.. I hope you're happy. I hope you're not feeling the same pain I am.
I wouldn't wish this suffering upon even my worst enemy..
FA+

Wishing you all the best.
I'm going to say this now, you are worth so much they couldn't handle it. You not only deserve better then to be abandoned by those you loved, but you will get better quality people... It may feel horrible, you may be in horrid pain now, but like a phoenix you will rise and burn the ass of the doubters... hecking heck we'll be here to make roasty toastys in their pyre! So chin up my smol sis, as your tag line says, "Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten..." and we, who are a part of your family, haven't forgotten you and will never leave you behind.
"You want to know what I see?
I see pride!
I see Power!
I see a Badass Mother WHO DON'T TAKE NO CRAP OFF OF NOBODY!
You really see all that?
Ya mon, but it doesn't matter what I see, now tell me what you see." ~Cool Runnings