Hello everybody.

Now most of you have probably noticed already from artwork, photos and stories in my gallery that I am in to bondage, bdsm and latex. I have been in to bondage for years and have started getting in to latex in the past few months and I would like to become more open about it. I hope to get into ponyplay in the future.

The problem is I'm scared of what will happen when I do. I scared my family will through me out and abandon me and people i talk to about it will mock, shame and outcast me. I have a few friends who say there kinky but I think there using it for other things that aren't really and I haven't quite found the courage to talk to them.

I would really like some friends who are in to bondage and I talk to them about it even, be bound and gagged by them doesn't need to have anything sexual involved just a hour or two of being tightly restrained, I also hope to find a girlfriend/boyfriend to do it with in future.

I think I am jumping in to it too fast, I ordered a mermaid leg binder and an arm binder of ebay and i am looking at a straitjacket and all ready own a bondage set, 2 ball gags and want more.

I'm just scared of what will happen if people find out about it.

Anyone got any advise to give me?