So I usually don't like posting about issues or anything that's going on personally with me so that I can keep a positive image. However I'm going to be honest for once and say that I'm not doing well at all.

I won't go into detail since I'm not looking for sympathy. Just I notice lately I've been short, moody, and not my usual self.

I'm just so tired... I'm tired of feeling like things are going to get better only for them to stay stagnant or get worse. The truth is that I'm in such a downed state right now and I'm sorry I can't be a better friend to you guys.

I'm grateful to those who have been there for me and still keep me company despite the struggles, sadness, and occasional slips. I'll get better in due time and find my way, just right now I'm trying not to push everything away due to my own sadness.

Sorry once again for the negative journal. I just want others to be aware I suppose. Thanks for always being supportive though.