Hello all fluffy, scaly and in between it's your kind hearted cupcake fennec here. Hope everyone is doing good this fine morning, afternoon or evening anyway I thought I'd type out a journal to well say of something, for some days now I have been having a scary dream of those who I care for and those who care about me vanishing and me being alone. I am not sure if some have this kind of dream or not but it has been recurring for me and I rarely have dreams and truth be told it scares me cuz I am one who cherishes and enjoys what life gives me but yet I get scared to do or say something to the point of being abandoned. Oh no as I type this I am trying to not cry also will say at times I wear my emotions on my sleeve so to speak, you see for me I get scared of it is cuz with the fact I live in a place with no friends it sometimes gets to me where I wished I lived where some of my good friends are but I do what I can to just try and stay positive, optimistic, and try to at least help out my friends in anyway I can to try and not let my mind go deep into a void like it did long ago. Oh my I typed a good bit here but had to let it out somehow but for those who read it all thank you so much I apologize on my babbling of this but anyway to all my watchers and anyone coming across my page I do hope yinz have a happy holidays.