This month has been utter crap for me, however looking back through the years I can completely understand the explosion and fire that is happening around me. You can't always write off your mistakes if only life was so easy to. The most you really can do is learn from them, let your mistakes be your scars and continue from there on out.

I myself will have to crawl out from a hole I made, and live with the terrible decisions I've done. Stuff I never paid to much upon, that I never thought about until it was too late. I can't show anger towards another person, I can only just accept that I made mistakes, I am human after all and I will have to receive the punishment of those mistakes and learn from them. A task that is scary when alone, a lot of bridges were burn during my reign and as I stand covered in the ash of my sin. I can only wonder what now? Where do I go from here and if there is a chance to amend my actions. So much to figure out... scary stuff my dudes.