Belated christmas wishes
7 years ago
General
Hello everyone! I'd like to wish everyone a (belated) merry christmas - let this celebration be a moment of cheer and family warmth. And to those who don't celebrate this festivity - just be happy and stay in good health among your loved ones.
I'd also like to wish everyone a happy new year in advance - as I am not sure whether I will be anywhere close to internet at the time of the celebration.
I'd also like to apologize for being very absent and most importantly for being extremely tardy with commissions and being hard to contact via email, facebook and telegram. I can't keep up with my personal life due to amount of work I have, and the situation is slowly driving me to the point of making big changes in my life, as I don't think I can take this any longer. I will have to make things straight in my company, or else look for a different position elsewhere. I'm half convinced I'm experiencing a job burnout, however hilarious that sounds after working merely for two years. The truth is that very often I don't have a moment for myself after work because of staying late and rarely taking any days off. My weekends are spent sleeping nearly all day and night. I was forced to resume councelling on an irregular basis because of that, but I don't believe that will help me in the long run. I have to help myself if I am to stay healthy and sane.
I will have to take better care of myself in the upcoming year, as this is not only affecting myself, but also my roommates and my relationship, and also my budget. One can survive only so long having no time or strength to cook and relying on takeaway food.
Worse, this is also affecting my art. I barely find the time to draw aceos on a monthly basis, which sounds ludicrous, as this requires only 4-6 hours start to finish. I can't find time for creative writing either, even if it has a therapeutic effect on me and I feel like I should continue drawing, painting and writing. I can't be myself without my art, and having it taken from me in this manner hurts me so bad I can barely describe it.
I hope you guys are ok, and are having a better time that I am. Please stay happy and safe. Don't let your professional life get the better of you.
I'd also like to wish everyone a happy new year in advance - as I am not sure whether I will be anywhere close to internet at the time of the celebration.
I'd also like to apologize for being very absent and most importantly for being extremely tardy with commissions and being hard to contact via email, facebook and telegram. I can't keep up with my personal life due to amount of work I have, and the situation is slowly driving me to the point of making big changes in my life, as I don't think I can take this any longer. I will have to make things straight in my company, or else look for a different position elsewhere. I'm half convinced I'm experiencing a job burnout, however hilarious that sounds after working merely for two years. The truth is that very often I don't have a moment for myself after work because of staying late and rarely taking any days off. My weekends are spent sleeping nearly all day and night. I was forced to resume councelling on an irregular basis because of that, but I don't believe that will help me in the long run. I have to help myself if I am to stay healthy and sane.
I will have to take better care of myself in the upcoming year, as this is not only affecting myself, but also my roommates and my relationship, and also my budget. One can survive only so long having no time or strength to cook and relying on takeaway food.
Worse, this is also affecting my art. I barely find the time to draw aceos on a monthly basis, which sounds ludicrous, as this requires only 4-6 hours start to finish. I can't find time for creative writing either, even if it has a therapeutic effect on me and I feel like I should continue drawing, painting and writing. I can't be myself without my art, and having it taken from me in this manner hurts me so bad I can barely describe it.
I hope you guys are ok, and are having a better time that I am. Please stay happy and safe. Don't let your professional life get the better of you.
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Relatable about having not enough time to do everything. Don't push yourself too hard. <3