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Goodbye my dear baby
6 years ago
I don't really write about this stuff very often, but I felt to do it now
I lost one of my dearest buns last night and lost a piece of my heart with her.
Her name was Dante ( we all thought she was a he, and by the time the vets told me that she was a female it was too late to change the name, because we were so used to it ), a 4 years old white New Zealand belier with grey-ish eyes. She was this huge ball of love and sweetness, and even tho her health was never at its best, she was always able to go through everything, until now...
I took her to the vet that morning, hoping she would recover once again, and everything was stable until early evening. She passed away a couple of hours later in my arms, and the worse part was that I know that would happen. So I stood there for those long hours, holding her and trying to make her last moments warm and not so painful.
I'm grateful things happen that way tho. Needless to say that I cried my eyes out for hours, and by the morning I had to bury her, feeling like crap.
Today is the day I start my 4 days vacation, where I was looking forward to enjoy it and have a great time; but now I know that it is not going to happen and I wished not to go through this at the end of the year. I wished not to go through with this ever again tbh,
She will always be here; alongside my other babies that I already said goodbye to. It is never easy, it will never be. But I hope she found happiness across the rainbow bridge, knowing that I loved her so damn much and I will keep taking care of her babies.
I will see you again sweet Dante.
You will never be forgotten baby girl
*send a lots of love & hugs in your direction* I hope that during your time off you will be able to remember those times you had with Dante fondly. Xoxo.
P.s. take all the time you need for recovery.
I had a little ginger kitty a few years ago, that when I first got him, I was told he was a she, so I gave him a girl's name, Cierdwyn. It was only when my sister (a vet) went to do a spay operation on him, and found that he didn't have any ovaries to remove, and instead was a boy in need of neutering, that I learned he was a boy! But, I was used to the name I had given him, so he stayed Cierdwyn. Unfortunately, he only lived a few years, due to some congenital kidney problems. :(
My heart has joined the Thousand, for my friend stopped running today.