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Feeling Unwanted... Needing to Vent...
6 years ago
It has been like this for a while now...
But i have noticed that friend have vanished, My stuff i offer or post is ignored or pushed away.
I get ignored or outright abused in online game, Discord, SecondLife, and even during my live streams....
Honestly i am sick of it.... its gotten bad enough i want to quit the internet all together and just die in a corner....
I am normally very optimistic and willing to forgive and forget but lately its been one thing after another....
and its not just the internet, Real life have been a binge of misfortune that has even followed me into the new year...
I have had my birthday practically forgotten or ignored, my Christmas was one present that so far has not worked at all and one that just showed up today in the new year only to arrive broken to the point it can't be used and the place is not going to let me refund or get it replaced....
Any ways you may not hear anything from me for a while... or never again if things don't improve....
But i have noticed that friend have vanished, My stuff i offer or post is ignored or pushed away.
I get ignored or outright abused in online game, Discord, SecondLife, and even during my live streams....
Honestly i am sick of it.... its gotten bad enough i want to quit the internet all together and just die in a corner....
I am normally very optimistic and willing to forgive and forget but lately its been one thing after another....
and its not just the internet, Real life have been a binge of misfortune that has even followed me into the new year...
I have had my birthday practically forgotten or ignored, my Christmas was one present that so far has not worked at all and one that just showed up today in the new year only to arrive broken to the point it can't be used and the place is not going to let me refund or get it replaced....
Any ways you may not hear anything from me for a while... or never again if things don't improve....
But I just saw this journal and felt I could have atleast tried to say something.
After all I am still a watcher of your profle, and its sad to see you like this :/
For now I cant think of a whole lot to say but..
I feel you shouldnt let yourself be dragged down by dumb things on the internet..
As unfortunate (and painful) as it may sound... People come and goes online and it's not always the best place for friendships.
We all face crap moments in our lives... You just gotta try to be as strong as you can and hang on tight.
I'm sure that things arent nearly as bad as you may feel they are right now
And, if it is of any consolation, you are not truly alone
I'd be willing to help you out more in private and maybe keep you company, if you wanted.
I could give you my Discord ID too!
Otherwise, well.. I hope the best for you reguardless... Don't give up!