I really need some regular commissioners every now and then, because I realized I screwed up receiving the TAP award money. I going to try to contact the offices tomorrow, but my family is also talking about the government actually shutting down, I don't follow the news as I should, but I still don't believe Trump went that far but if it's true, then this TAP/HESC could be unobtainable. On top of that I don't know when I'll get into work study( and again gov shutdown, this is unpredictable too), I not able to advertise my art efficiently nor effectively yet(no customers at all), and I don't have any source of income. I'm literally sitting around saying what is the next step.

Thank you for reading my dilemma, please contact other parts of the community to help please.