There was a time when I wrote journal entries regularly for no reason other than to write my thoughts and feelings out, since I do struggle expressing them in person and real life. Most everyone I know sees me as this mysterious person, maybe even a little intimidating, because I'm so reserved and quiet. If they were to peek into my brain, they'd understand why! Public journals helped both friends and myself understand.... myself.

Soooo I'll try it. Some may be boring, others may be emotional, and the rest may just be me ranting about all of the terrible drivers out here in Wisconsin, cause holy shit, you can't imagine.

For this first weekly journal, I'll keep it short with a few things I'm looking forward to in the short run of things.

Blood is getting a remaster! Oh my gosh, it's happening. I've been waiting for this for years once the industry became obsessed with remasters and reboots. Blood is easily one of my favorite FPS games ever. It does everything Duke Nukem 3D did, but better, and my bias towards the horror genre makes it a game I can go back to again and again. It's nightmarish, graphic, funny at times, and just plain violent. I recently read up on the lore, too, and it's much more interesting than I initially thought.

Hopefully they add multiplayer co-op across all platforms so I can drag friends across the ideal horror shooter. And yet here I am wanting to spend less time on video games and more time on drawing and writing, ha.


On another note, I've also been wanting to get back into playing the piano but there's this huge issue I have known as not having a piano. I don't know if I'll get one soon, or if I should get one, but I do miss practicing songs during my free time. It definitely beats sitting around doing nothing while spacing out to videos, like I do so often these days.