Hey everyone. I don't even know where to start. First off, I'll say that nothing I say should be used as an excuse for why I've hit a big slump on my work lately. Every commission atm has been a struggle for me.
I've been dealing with a lot of depression and lack of inspiration. Now that's not to say that I don't plan on finishing the work everyone is waiting on. I'm just saying that it's taking me longer to get my work done than usual.
I feel very alone and confused. I'm frustrated and my head is fuzzy, so it's hard for me to think, especially when I work.

I just recently got 4 separate bands wanting lyric videos which has been taking up a lot of my time, mainly because I have more of a serious deadline to meet with them, but I've been going back and forth between commission work and digital media work. I seperated from my last partner and everything has been so hectic in RL that I'm struggling trying to get everything out on a decent time. I know I already have people waiting for months for my work to be completed, and that makes me feel so terrible. I don't know what to do about it.

I'm trying my best to keep up with the work load while ignoring the thoughts in my head but it's been a hell of a battle.
I'm not making this journal to get sympathy, rather - I just want to keep everyone in the loop. I'm trying my best, and I WILL get everyones work done in time, I just don't even know who I am at the moment. Please be patient with me.
Thank you all.
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