Looking back at a past journal (especially since the dark thoughts have crept back into my mind again and I am feeling depressed again) and decided to look up the definition of the phobia to passing time...

Here's the journal in question: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8917814/

And he is the definition I found...

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"What does Chronophobia mean?

Chronophobia is defined as the persistent and often irrational fear of the future or the fear of passing time. Since time can be considered as a “specific object”, Chronophobia falls under the category of specific phobias. The word Chronophobia is derived from Greek 'chronos' meaning time and phobos meaning fear."

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Does this sound relevant to my fear???