6 years
6 years ago
What could this mean you might ask. Well there isn't much to say than that It's now 6th year for me be single. I really dunno what to say about this really. At the same time I am very proud of myself to be able to be single this long, to explore myself some more and that what would I really want and also be so independent guy. Yes that's what I am proud about. But at the same time deep down in the bottom I sometimes feel sad for not been able to find that specific someone and when you look at your friends relationships regardless be short- or long-term relationship it always reminds me what do I lack. Especially since my Cousin already is married with the same gender it always makes me thin and ask ''Will that happen to me too?'' But I am not gonna make this anniversary of singleness a pity party, instead I am going to take as much joy as possible to figure out something like the activity I would enjoy a lot or going to some restaurant. One thing though I have thought in my mind. if the singleness lasts 10 years in row I would remain single for the rest of my life, but I guess that would bee too early to throw a towel to the ring. Anyway That's what I wanted to share, Time sure flies up fast.