right, i'm off to renewal at the weekend, not that it matters, because i haven't had time to do anything so no-one will notice anyway!!! Am gonna try and get back into my work whe i get back, but shitting myself, will be seeing the ex, the one i still love, and i know still loves me, but he's on a whole self-discovery thing, so can't do anything, so it hurts, yeah, THAT ex!! wish me luck, not that i need it,i am having a confident day, which will probably vanish the second i get in my car!! catch ya next week peeps. x