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6 years ago
Hi guys.
It will be a long story about everything of the past year and what is happening now. I have long wanted to tell about it ...
Let's start from the beginning.
For more than 7 months I have been suffering from incessant depression. A lot of bad things happened to me.
In a normal situation, time always heals, but in my case, the more time passes, the worse it gets. Now I cannot imagine. that I could ever return to normal state.
In January, my condition worsened greatly. I feld terrible pain insude my head, that haunted me every day. I was not able to work, and my money was running out. (Therefore, last time here were very few commissions) I was not able to even cook my own food or even sleep. It was like hell, I really did not want to live...
Then I decided to finally go to the hospital for help. I was sent to Regional psychoneurological hospital. I promised you proof, and this is a real place. goo.gl/maps/mvpMg85QaDr
During February, I passed inspection. The doctor prescribed therapy and pills. (Proof https://sta.sh/01givkl15mrq)
Date: 22 Feb 2019. It includes Sertraline and other things.
I was supposed to buy these pills and then go back to the hospital, where we could begin therapy. This had to happen at the same time (pills + therapy), otherwise there was simply no point.
I waited for my advance payment for a commission to buy it all and finally start my treatment.
But...
I recently discovered that my dear pet is sick. She had an abscess. On February 27th she had an operation. Photo https://sta.sh/22fisfpe4bq9
It was unreal expensive for me... For rabbit was used gas anesthesia, which costs about $ 1 per minute of operation.
(I earned less $200 last month for all - food, rent, etc.)
Yes, I turned to an expensive clinic with good reviews, because in some others they don’t want to accept rabbits, and somewhere there were no surgeons. Therefore, I decided not to take risks and turn to professionals.
I spent all the money I received for a commission that wasn’t even started...
Last night I felt a strange smell from her wound, and this morning I saw pus. On Monday, I'm going to take her back to the veterinary clinic again. She may need surgery again. Even now I feel this smell while I am writing this text.
These eyes understand everything. https://sta.sh/26kiymwzkso
I can not accept too many commissions, because the old ones have not done yet. Because of pain inside my head, it’s very hard for me to work. My own treatment is constantly postponed ...
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Therefore, I ask you for help! Not for me, but for her. Every dollar can help her on the operation.
You can send a small donation at PP (adress: s*******.ru)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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In general, I it's hard to imagine when this hell will ever end ...
In addition to our two diseases, there are still many things that cause alarm.
My old laptop (the only way to earn money) may break at any time. I also live in a pretty poor district (and on the first floor).
Two times one drunk man came here and knocked on the window at night. Once he even threatened me, and I said that if he will not leave me I'll call the police .... But he wasn't afraid.
And at the end of March there will be elections (with foreign intervention and a bunch of propaganda). No one knows what will be ahead, with our economy, with our independence, and for what I should prepare. For example, this winter, here was declared martial law. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marti.....law_in_Ukraine
But the main reason for my depression was the losing of meaning of life. I lost the goal for which I lived the last 8 years. It was my everything... I lost hope for the future and I am very scared.
It will be a long story about everything of the past year and what is happening now. I have long wanted to tell about it ...
Let's start from the beginning.
For more than 7 months I have been suffering from incessant depression. A lot of bad things happened to me.
In a normal situation, time always heals, but in my case, the more time passes, the worse it gets. Now I cannot imagine. that I could ever return to normal state.
In January, my condition worsened greatly. I feld terrible pain insude my head, that haunted me every day. I was not able to work, and my money was running out. (Therefore, last time here were very few commissions) I was not able to even cook my own food or even sleep. It was like hell, I really did not want to live...
Then I decided to finally go to the hospital for help. I was sent to Regional psychoneurological hospital. I promised you proof, and this is a real place. goo.gl/maps/mvpMg85QaDr
During February, I passed inspection. The doctor prescribed therapy and pills. (Proof https://sta.sh/01givkl15mrq)
Date: 22 Feb 2019. It includes Sertraline and other things.
I was supposed to buy these pills and then go back to the hospital, where we could begin therapy. This had to happen at the same time (pills + therapy), otherwise there was simply no point.
I waited for my advance payment for a commission to buy it all and finally start my treatment.
But...
I recently discovered that my dear pet is sick. She had an abscess. On February 27th she had an operation. Photo https://sta.sh/22fisfpe4bq9
It was unreal expensive for me... For rabbit was used gas anesthesia, which costs about $ 1 per minute of operation.
(I earned less $200 last month for all - food, rent, etc.)
Yes, I turned to an expensive clinic with good reviews, because in some others they don’t want to accept rabbits, and somewhere there were no surgeons. Therefore, I decided not to take risks and turn to professionals.
I spent all the money I received for a commission that wasn’t even started...
Last night I felt a strange smell from her wound, and this morning I saw pus. On Monday, I'm going to take her back to the veterinary clinic again. She may need surgery again. Even now I feel this smell while I am writing this text.
These eyes understand everything. https://sta.sh/26kiymwzkso
I can not accept too many commissions, because the old ones have not done yet. Because of pain inside my head, it’s very hard for me to work. My own treatment is constantly postponed ...
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Therefore, I ask you for help! Not for me, but for her. Every dollar can help her on the operation.
You can send a small donation at PP (adress: s*******.ru)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
==========================================
In general, I it's hard to imagine when this hell will ever end ...
In addition to our two diseases, there are still many things that cause alarm.
My old laptop (the only way to earn money) may break at any time. I also live in a pretty poor district (and on the first floor).
Two times one drunk man came here and knocked on the window at night. Once he even threatened me, and I said that if he will not leave me I'll call the police .... But he wasn't afraid.
And at the end of March there will be elections (with foreign intervention and a bunch of propaganda). No one knows what will be ahead, with our economy, with our independence, and for what I should prepare. For example, this winter, here was declared martial law. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marti.....law_in_Ukraine
But the main reason for my depression was the losing of meaning of life. I lost the goal for which I lived the last 8 years. It was my everything... I lost hope for the future and I am very scared.
Hope things get better for you~
I am so sorry to hear about your situation =(
Please dont rush my commission of Aleu, take your time and dont feel stressed, work on your other commissions please...
I'll be praying for you... i have struggled with depression all of my life since i was a child but I've never been happier honestly and i dont take any medication. So there is hope, please do not give up...