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☠ MOTHER OF WEREWOLVES☠
May 5th 2019
So I need to get more serious with my art and plug myself more. Yesterday my husband told me that he'd like me to 'get a job'. This is fine in theory, but I have applied for hundreds and not once even gotten a call back, let alone an interview.
I need to do something to help ease his mental and financial load.
If I can't get a conventional job, I need to make art more full time. I can't let my anxiety (my interview history is BAD even when I can get one, pre-cancer) and medical history make his life miserable. I feel like I've been run over by a truck, in his stress he was harsher than the man I know, and it bought all kind of things bubbling to the surface for me. I feel somewhere between numb and hopeless. I want to stay in bed and cry. I don't deserve to be up and about, eating food he bought or seeing people who make the most of their lives and succeed, but I can't do that, I need to force myself to draw. I have to. I have no other options.
I know there are a lot of people out there in tough financial spots, but I just don't know what to do any more.
I think potential employers see my medical history, then the length of time out of 'normal' employment after it and run a mile. In the last town we lived I applied to every business, even ones I had no hope of getting, every few months. EVERY business I could walk into or find a number for. Still no joy. I'm at the point where more of the same is soul destroying. I can't deal with more of the same. I wonder sometimes whey I'm still here at all. Someone good could have survived.
But you guys don't want to hear more of that, so I'm stopping here to say that coms are still open, and now it's more important than it's ever been for me to knuckle down and paint.
Com prices are here: https://www.deviantart.com/comments.....440/4710037741
Turnaround time for the person at the top of the list is 1-3 days.
Turnaround time when I have a queue is never longer than a month.
I do:
- SFW and NSFW in anthro.
- Chibis (SFW only)
- Feral (SFW only)
- Tattoo designs
- Werebeasts and monsters
- Gore
- Various kink related content (just ask.)
Note me for a quote.
April 25th 2019
Coms are open, and I have some snazzy new options available this year! :3
https://www.deviantart.com/comments.....440/4710037741
April 24th 2019
Hi all! I have a fresh yiffy YCH up for flat sale as of today, the price is for both characters. <3
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31304596/
April 15th 2019
Hello!
Just letting any who have been keeping tabs on it now that I've taken down the slasher themed YCH as my husband has sprung some time away on me and so I won't be around to draw! (No a holiday sadly, he's doing a guest spot in a tattoo shop up north and he wants me to go with him this time. We'll be staying with friends and he's demanding I relax so... I guess I'll re-schedule that particular YCH and re-post when we get back. XD
The werewolf YCH will stay up as it had longer left on it anyway, and we'll be back by then. just.
Hi all! Just checking in with a teeny life update.
I *am* still drawing, honestly! I'm not uploading a whole lot at the moment as my art is all for personal projects, but I'm working hard on improving my art, diversifying my content and adding and honing elements to craft my styles more definitively.
My main focus at the moment is re-painting all of my old book covers (and painting one for the book that's about to be released.) So far I'm working on the second out of the set, having worked backwards from book four. I'm enjoying revisiting them and seeing progress from then to now. I had thought I wasn't improving with my art, but seeing the updates makes me think that actually, maybe I am! :D
After that I'll be working extensively on my comic plans, which should be interesting and challenging given the style I've opted to work towards. Currently I'm working on crafting and refining the story.
I'll still be aiming to release a few YCHs this year, because I enjoy doing them and drawing different and varied characters, so if that's why you follow me, don't despair! ;P
Annyyywayyyy, I hope all you lovely furs are well? <3
Soft reminder that I have an art and lit based, no-drama, chilled out discord server here (SFW and NSFW channels, it's mainly a place to chill with good people and talk about everything and nothing.):
https://discord.gg/adZxt2m
CURRENT OPEN ADOPTS:
Anthro-dinosaurs: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27650496/
CS adopts: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29080796/
Anthro Lykoi cat adopts: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29236141/