Okay. he second part of the journal explains your visions a lot better. Dreams are helpful in expressing your innermost concerns and desires. So I thought it was positive in the way you translated the "Talking Cat" into Chakat Goldfur and in a way Chakat Forestwalker, as you seem to have such strong association with the characters. Could it be... (Pardon the pun.) That the bees might have represented a LOT of little problems that you feel are "Stinging" you with their constant recurrence? If we allow lots of little troubles overwhelm us, they can tend to "Drag us down" into darkness, but since water was involved, could it be that your subconscious saw that the running water might have served to get rid of the bees? Maybe not. But being "Saved" by your favorite literary characters tells me that you might be finding comfort, and maybe security in the dream world, especially if you can have your ideas reflect the ideals of your reality.

I wish I could dream of centauroid characters. My dreams never seem to have any of my comic characters in them as I believe that part of my brain that creates the worlds in my comics is reserved for when I have a sketchpad and pencil in my hands.

I certainly would have to Concur regarding that aspect. If there was only a piece of technology that would better allow us to immerse ourselves in the sleepiness illusions that our mind relays to us.

It's not technology that will let you access your dreams. It's learning how to use your mind to do what you wish it to do.

I agree Steamfox's idea is onto something. The mind has many ways of helping us cope with life and all the stuff we run into daily. Water is a symbol of life and emotions.

Do tell Femm. I simply think my mind is trying to help me escape certain bad aspects of life by forming these realities to immerse me into.

First you need to learn to control your mind.

How do you do that? You learn to still your mind, you lean to focus your mind. You start by learning to meditate.

*nods* Will make do Femm.

Learning to meditate is not hard, it just takes practice.