Silence and the lack thereof
7 years ago
General
"Does aₘᵢₙ=2c²/Θ ? I don't know, but wouldn't it be fascinating if it were?"
Depression sucks. Having less of it sucks less. Sometimes, light therapy helps.
I can't promise anything, but I'm doing better than I have been for a while, and with some effort and luck, I'll be able to share a few interesting ideas.
To start with, I commissioned
tailsteak for a six-piece set of pics, "Exascale", which you can see at https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....6282/Exascale/ , a sort-of-sequel to the New Fursona set ( https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....86/New-Fursona ) from a couple of years ago. There's arguments that the timeline is both too optimistic (eg, operations-per-watt may taper off sooner than I project) and too pessimistic (uploaded minds could lead to a spiral of self-improvement), but a nice middle-of-the-road simple projection still provides fascinating thought-fodder.
Wish me luck, and I wish you the best in your own endeavours. :)
I can't promise anything, but I'm doing better than I have been for a while, and with some effort and luck, I'll be able to share a few interesting ideas.
To start with, I commissioned
tailsteak for a six-piece set of pics, "Exascale", which you can see at https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....6282/Exascale/ , a sort-of-sequel to the New Fursona set ( https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....86/New-Fursona ) from a couple of years ago. There's arguments that the timeline is both too optimistic (eg, operations-per-watt may taper off sooner than I project) and too pessimistic (uploaded minds could lead to a spiral of self-improvement), but a nice middle-of-the-road simple projection still provides fascinating thought-fodder.Wish me luck, and I wish you the best in your own endeavours. :)
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all will not be lost.
but a big discontinuity will occur, which will leave none of our current expectations unchanged or unchallanged.
and that perminently.
no power grid, no currency standard, and no one maintaining paved roads, mining coal,
or pumping oil.
but small populations in small villages, communication eventually restored by other means,
can and will, still do science, engineering and technology.
and so, after a gap of i expect to be a decade or so, which will occur in the next less then a century,
less then 50 years, maybe even less then twenty years from now.
and i'm not talking about a war. even if wars happen because of it, they will be a secondary effect.
you know i'm talking about environment, and the mechanism by which this will happen is already well known.
But still - as long as there's people (biological or digital), there's still hope.
when i mentioned not taking much more the a decade, and i think you picked up on this,
i 'forgot' to mention, 95, maybe 98 or more percent of human population, no longer being alive at the end of it.
disease, mutating rapidly into uncountable new forms being the primary killer, universal malnutrition helping it along.
but imagine the green new world, rich in ruins, though still dangerous many of them, for the tiny handful of sapients,
who win the totally random natural lottery, to survive.
many will shun and fear technologies, but another generation and another, eventually born, old science and engineering textbooks and artifacts,
recovered from the ruins by brave young explorers, defying their parents fears,
trading them to hidden enclaves of scholars, keeping scientific thought alive, despite all odds.
sounds like would make a pretty good role playing game.
i believe in and hope for mornings after, however dark and storm filled the night.
But that's just my current chosen approach; it's not a common one, and we're probably going to need as wide a variety of approaches as possible to identify which ones will actually do some good.
and until the day, we can and need as best we can, continue to develop and deploy,
technologies that reduce contributing to the problem.
and by that means, also improve the odds of reducing its impact.
(And have to go online now to deal with some RL chores, so I'll be back in a few hours.)
If you want to learn more about some of the ideas I'm drawing on, you could take a look at "The Age of Em" by Robin Hanson. The 'one weird trick' he used was to take existing economic understanding, and simply projected it forward and took what came out as a reasonably likely trend. (With all sorts of caveats and details, of course.) (And while I'm plugging books, the other one that's significantly influenced my current way of thinking is "Rationality: from AI to Zombies", by Eliezer Yudkowsky.)
I might look in to the second one, it sounds interesting to me. However I am hesitant about the first one, the one about Ems. While on principle I should whole-heartedly accept, I find this principle does not play well with anxiety problems and an already bleak outlook. I'm doing my best to find reason to not hold such a bleak outlook, since it will aid in motivation and just being less bitter about things.
If you want to save on shipping, it's available as a "pay-what-you-want" ebook at https://intelligence.org/rationality-ai-zombies/ . (And the whole thing is an edited version of a series of blog posts; you can find out more at https://wiki.lesswrong.com/wiki/Sequences .)
I am, and yep. :)
> I had this made for your birthday in 2017.
I don't know what to say: I'm sorry I missed when it came out, and am surprised and grateful that you took the time and trouble to arrange for it.
Thank you, and the same. :)
It is a stimulant, but it doesn't effect the autonomous nervous system the way that amphetamine does.
(also, amphetamine is a schedule II controlled substance, whereas modafanil is schedule IV. it's much less addicting)
For myself, I find it is qualitatively superior to caffeine. And, again, easier to tolerate than amphetamine (Adderal) or methylphenidate (Ritalin).
Also, I've never noticed any definitive signs of withdrawal.
As for caffeine, I've never been particularly fond of coffee (likely because of some experiences I had growing up in rooms filled with cigarette smoke, industrial carpeting, and the smell of coffee); but I still enjoy the occasional cup of tea, Coke Zero, or Dr Pepper. Last week I installed a caffeine-tracking app (the one by Rogan Software), and have been trying to avoid having too high a caffeine level by bedtime, to see if I can further improve the quality of my sleep.
I'm quite interested in keeping /track/ of what I'm trying, and what does what; but given all the leaks of various companies' info on their customers' private data, I'm not willing to even use a wellness-tracking app. So I keep a pen and pocket-sized mini-composition book in my pocket, in which I keep track of the date and time of anything potentially medically relevant: my meds and supplements, sleep patterns, diet, exercise, mood, and any symptoms that rise to my awareness. It's not exactly a "bullet journal", but close (mostly because some days I only write down a half page of details, and some days more than two pages); and has been more than worth getting used to jotting down such things as soon as possible after they happen.
I don't ever even have cravings! its been years since I've used any form of nicotine!
I've tried it for depression. It was a LITTLE stimulating, nothing to write home about really for me. It worked about as well as many other antidepressants (for me).
It's a great drug if you want to avoid the serotonin re-uptake effect of many drugs like Prozac or Cymbalta.
One reason I don't take it anymore is that I NEED some serotonin amplification because I have mild Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and SSRI type stuff is the best treatment.