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An emotional wound
6 years ago
So I figured I should get this out there. I won't be mentioning any names as I don't want to see Petty. Particularly close friends will know exactly who and what I'm talking about but still, I want to get this out there as I can't handle sweeping this under the rug without venting it out anymore.
Anyways, I had recently lost a friend who was really close. I put a lot of trust in her, spent so much time with her, and even considered her family. That was until she had broken that trust, and I realized that she was never a true friend at all. She chewed me out into such unforgivable and cynical ways. Telling me that my art sucked, that I lacked empathy, that I wanted her for her body, that I'm a coward and other stupid crap that I don't care to go into detail with.
As you can imagine, this left an empty spot in my heart. To trust someone as a friend and then have them turn cynical and hateful is a horrible feeling. I had a lot of trouble getting over this, as her final words still scarred me emotionally. But recently I have regained my confidence, and am ready to keep pushing forward. I'll be working to improve my art to the best of my ability and start taking the next step rather than constantly procrastinating. I have some idea for art and even stores that I plan to work on and am excited to share with you all. I've taken the emotional pain and will use it as inspiration to keep pushing forward, and not being a victim to a bully.
And as for this "friend" who I don't know if your reading this, but if you are, I have a message for you; the things you say mean nothing to me. You can be as selfish, cynical, and manipulative as you want, but I'm not going to be a simple victim! You can enjoy being miserable and closed minded as you bully everyone and kick dirt in their face like your above them, but just know that It's eventually gonna come back to kick your ass! As the saying goes "You reap what you sow." And don't come to me thinking that I'm gonna be dumb enough to forgive you after everything you've said, I can she nasty too when I want to be! I'm done with you, and it's gonna stay that way, now get the fuck off my page!
Anyways, I had recently lost a friend who was really close. I put a lot of trust in her, spent so much time with her, and even considered her family. That was until she had broken that trust, and I realized that she was never a true friend at all. She chewed me out into such unforgivable and cynical ways. Telling me that my art sucked, that I lacked empathy, that I wanted her for her body, that I'm a coward and other stupid crap that I don't care to go into detail with.
As you can imagine, this left an empty spot in my heart. To trust someone as a friend and then have them turn cynical and hateful is a horrible feeling. I had a lot of trouble getting over this, as her final words still scarred me emotionally. But recently I have regained my confidence, and am ready to keep pushing forward. I'll be working to improve my art to the best of my ability and start taking the next step rather than constantly procrastinating. I have some idea for art and even stores that I plan to work on and am excited to share with you all. I've taken the emotional pain and will use it as inspiration to keep pushing forward, and not being a victim to a bully.
And as for this "friend" who I don't know if your reading this, but if you are, I have a message for you; the things you say mean nothing to me. You can be as selfish, cynical, and manipulative as you want, but I'm not going to be a simple victim! You can enjoy being miserable and closed minded as you bully everyone and kick dirt in their face like your above them, but just know that It's eventually gonna come back to kick your ass! As the saying goes "You reap what you sow." And don't come to me thinking that I'm gonna be dumb enough to forgive you after everything you've said, I can she nasty too when I want to be! I'm done with you, and it's gonna stay that way, now get the fuck off my page!
