It's been almost a week since I last took my meds and, aside from all the horrible physical side effects that come from being washed out, my fucked brain chemistry is a serious risk to my safety, and I can feel my rational thought slipping away, even without any triggers.

I hate doing this but I'm begging you guys; please help me. Please spread this around if you can. I can't survive until my next payday, which is another whole week away. It's gonna be another week of anguish as I get back on my meds as it is..

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9072463/