I am upset, I had a brush with a person today who we will call IP for "Ignorant Prick". They have a history of being entitled and always being right when they are not. even by their own admission they did not know the whole story when jumping in the middle of my conversation between me and a person that did not ask for permission to touch me, let alone lick me, which I really do not like if I don't know them.

For bit of context, there is strong knowledge in the discord server I am in that I have personal space and it needs to be respected. IP though has repeatedly infringed on me when exercising my desire to not be lewded and to be strictly SFW in everything I do with any given stranger. Like as if I am not allowed to demand my own personal space.

I have a very strong fear of Minors due to my experience with police you see. I had received a email from a stranger who wanted me to write a story about sick scenarios that which I will not describe. The horrible man included attachments that were of child porn as "inspiration". To which I proceeded to call my local police department and spoke with the chief and had my email removed from me and threats of warrants if I did not comply. I get why he said such and I wouldn't of taken the experience as a bad one if it weren't for what happened when they finished the investigation and handed over the email back to me. When I was on the phone about how to hand over the email I had received, I was young and ignorant in the situation I was in, as well as so innocent to the fact I had no idea what to do or what *not* to say with this type of disgusting content in my possession. I made suggestions to forward the email, bad mistake as that's Distributing. I was hesitant on giving them my email in fear of them finding something like about my fetish with vore and be inducted into some sort of insane asylum or something. Everyone does something they are ignorant to being illegal. Hec there is one law in a state where if you run over a certain size of crab you can be put in jail. How do you know if you are safe in knowing you are a good citizen when there are so many laws? Common sense simply doesn't cover your ass and I firmly believe in the right to privacy because of this fact. Dig enough into someone and you can put a good man behind bars. Anyway I was drilled and given the one and only option to hand over my email because they need to "take it out of my possession", remember this because this is important. I complied and signed the document, carefully reading it and acknowledged they would try and bait the guy by impersonating me. Nothing about NDA. Some months pass and I get a call from the Chief and he tells me they closed the case as it went cold. They couldn't track the guy. The Chief told me that the password is the same as it was before and if I couldn't get into my email I was to reset it with my backup email. And if the email I had received was still in my inbox, to delete it myself. I would find that I would have to reset my email as you can't set a password on a gmail account with a previous password, has to be a new one. So I log in and lo and behold, I see that bloody email.

I learned swiftly that the police didn't do nothing of what they said they would, they didn't impersonate me, they didn't DELETE the email like they said they would, they didn't do anything except one thing, check me out. Once they knew I was clean that they were so negligent as to throw the very thing that was so drilled into my head to be removed from me, right back in my face. Those girls are still out there.

Every day I have to live with the fact that they have my number. All for doing the right thing and reporting to the police. It's been a few years past and I educated myself on this topic thoroughly since. I don't lewd anyone anymore or allow it to me unless I have confirmed without a doubt that they are 18 years of age.

IP has disregarded my intentions of self preservation as if unfair, or rude or unjust, I have no idea in honesty. I don't know why they do this or what they think they are doing, but on another day they have encouraged someone to harass me and invade my personal space and further deny me my own right to defend myself by saying "you let others say; lick you, you have to allow it for everyone." Are you serious?

Now IP jumps in half way in a conversation where I was, albeit more aggressive defensive, telling someone off for licking me. And they didn't know nothing other than that I was mad at the guy. Telling me to shut it and making my hypotheticals brushed off "this isn't IRL", and to then be so blind as to say that I wasn't licked when I was. They would then re-argue with me on almost a per level basis as I would tell them the context of the situation bit by bit as the conversation evolved till they had no more steam to run off of and then just starts consoling and telling the offender that they did nothing wrong. A mod had to step in and shut us both up. IP has no regard for what is happening as long as they have some line of fault they can follow and make me a villain for my desire to not be fucking licked. It's also so infuriating that someone can be so intelligent yet be so foolish as to not know the damage they are doing in public chat in front of everyone, and yet be so oblivious to the repetitive loophole they are blissfully unaware of maintaining when calling for a stop. Running your mouth and making me the villain to everyone's eyes is not going to be met with inaction. You too need to shut your own damn mouth too.

What's worse no one has the backbone to shut this person up or punish him. IP and I have a lengthy history and they are never punished because IP is in a relationship with one of the staff of the Discord server. and I have to deal with them every time on my own. Talking like a sly fox doesn't make you innocent of what you are doing IP. I have been punished by their significant other for things as little as misunderstandings and targeted for actions I would do that were then repeated by other party not 10 mins later and nothing was done!

That's my rant and what I have to currently deal with, love ya's for reading and hear me out <3 Wish I had more joyful things to talk about but that comes with experiences and I haven't been around nearly long enough to share such stories yet. I do know I will sooner or later though. See ya!~