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6 years ago
I'm just making this to say I'm not dead or anything. I've just had so much going on and with still being homeless on top of a lot of really intense IRL things I just haven't had the spoons to even be online much or really check these sites as I need to use my laptop to do so. I have limited internet and use my limited hotspot to do so.
I need to get a new cord for my tablet but I've been doodling on my android tablet at least.
Between my insurance bs, having trouble getting health care and constantly being terrified for multiple reasons. The anxiety has literally been killing me to the point it's so crippling along with other health problems I'm mostly bedridden.
Not a lot has changed but I do have some good news. I'm no longer pre-diabetic. I originally misunderstood the doc and thought I was a full blown diabetic. I've also lost a good chunk of weight and I'm still dropping weight rather quickly which is causing some issues, but if I'm honest I don't care enough to deal with that right now.
I have other more concerning problems right now like possibly severe neurological issues and possible Lyme disease.
So yeah i'm not dead, But i've had a huge lack of activity due to multiple IRL factors.
I'm mostly active on Twitter, instagram, The Gravity Falls Amino, and Discord. With Discord being where I spend most of my online time currently.
I need to get a new cord for my tablet but I've been doodling on my android tablet at least.
Between my insurance bs, having trouble getting health care and constantly being terrified for multiple reasons. The anxiety has literally been killing me to the point it's so crippling along with other health problems I'm mostly bedridden.
Not a lot has changed but I do have some good news. I'm no longer pre-diabetic. I originally misunderstood the doc and thought I was a full blown diabetic. I've also lost a good chunk of weight and I'm still dropping weight rather quickly which is causing some issues, but if I'm honest I don't care enough to deal with that right now.
I have other more concerning problems right now like possibly severe neurological issues and possible Lyme disease.
So yeah i'm not dead, But i've had a huge lack of activity due to multiple IRL factors.
I'm mostly active on Twitter, instagram, The Gravity Falls Amino, and Discord. With Discord being where I spend most of my online time currently.
Insurance sucks ass, but I hope it can be figured out for you and that you can hopefully find a place, too... But for now, just do the best you can to care for you. I'm lucky right now that I can get my medications but my lovey's insurance dropped him so he has no mental or diabetic meds (thankfully, he doesn't need insulin) so he's hallucinating bad and is up and down with blood sugar... So I get the frustration of not being able to do anything.
But you have to actually DEAL with it... as I said, I'm the lucky one, I don't have lovey's exact situation and I definitely don't have your situation so I can only relate in a way but I can't imagine how stressful that must be... I just know how stressful it is to watch other people suffer... So... I really hope that things can get better for you.
Just do the best you can. Take the little moments when you get them. Spend every minute like it's your last... It's hard and scary (terrifying even) but take every moment you can. If you can afford to sit in the sun for five minutes? Do it. If it makes you feel better to just draw some silly thing and you can manage it? Do it.
You take care of you.