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6 years ago
WE INTERRUPT THIS YIFFING WITH A WORD FROM OUR FOX
So it has been a fair bit since I journaled um... let's see uh...
I'm starting to become more active on Twitter, because I dunno. Still don't have enough going on in life to justify it but uh...… yeah. If you follow, be wary that there may be some lewd stuff on there. I dunno whether I want to sort that out or not. Maybe, but not now..
LIJAS progress is slow. I know. I'm sorry. But ye olde motivation and depression and other shit have more than just kept me down.. they've almost stopped me entirely. I like to keep quiet about how I've been feeling nowadays (yeesh what stark contrast to 5 years ago), so I haven't been letting very many people know about the serious decline in my mental health lately.. The only evidence you have been seeing of it is... well... Me not doing a whole lot. And this has been my explanation for my lack of anything since like, 2016. I want to change that, I do. But the second I sit down to write or do anything productive, I just. Stop. Dead. And just cannot do it. And if I force myself to do anything, than the result will... well let's just say if it were a YouTube video, it'd outdo YouTube Rewind 2018's dislikes by a margin so big, the entire universe wouldn't fit in it. So I am, for now, trying to focus on healing. Though that uh... will take time, if the past FIVE YEARS hasn't been a good indicator for that.. Everything right now is just big mess. And I don't have the means to get out of it at present.
As for my partial fursuit.. Will be started soon, by the looks of things; it's paid in full, my measurements and things are being taken care of. Not long now.. Will be great when that is taken care of! So if there is any optimism to be found in me right now, it would be in that.
One step at a time.
Hope y'all have been doing better than me, because if not.. PLEASE let me hug you..
I'm starting to become more active on Twitter, because I dunno. Still don't have enough going on in life to justify it but uh...… yeah. If you follow, be wary that there may be some lewd stuff on there. I dunno whether I want to sort that out or not. Maybe, but not now..
LIJAS progress is slow. I know. I'm sorry. But ye olde motivation and depression and other shit have more than just kept me down.. they've almost stopped me entirely. I like to keep quiet about how I've been feeling nowadays (yeesh what stark contrast to 5 years ago), so I haven't been letting very many people know about the serious decline in my mental health lately.. The only evidence you have been seeing of it is... well... Me not doing a whole lot. And this has been my explanation for my lack of anything since like, 2016. I want to change that, I do. But the second I sit down to write or do anything productive, I just. Stop. Dead. And just cannot do it. And if I force myself to do anything, than the result will... well let's just say if it were a YouTube video, it'd outdo YouTube Rewind 2018's dislikes by a margin so big, the entire universe wouldn't fit in it. So I am, for now, trying to focus on healing. Though that uh... will take time, if the past FIVE YEARS hasn't been a good indicator for that.. Everything right now is just big mess. And I don't have the means to get out of it at present.
As for my partial fursuit.. Will be started soon, by the looks of things; it's paid in full, my measurements and things are being taken care of. Not long now.. Will be great when that is taken care of! So if there is any optimism to be found in me right now, it would be in that.
One step at a time.
Hope y'all have been doing better than me, because if not.. PLEASE let me hug you..
