things that happend continued: my parents find out I'm off my meds, they set up an appointment at the docters office about it, the docter listens to my case and I agree that if after my vacation I am having problems controling my emotions that I'll go back on my meds, I remember that cable internet works on the PS3, I write part 1, I wish I had a boyfriend, I remember where I live and feel like crying, I wright part 2.

so my brother is back for national guard tech training and the millitary has fail at changing him enough to make him stop calling people "big meany head" when they do some to him... if millitary can't change him hopefully his girl friend can. my dad isexteamly obliviouse to the fact that I am almost the same as him. my mom need meds but dosen't even know that she has changed. my sister,the gray sheep of the family, is dating an old boyfriend while waiting for the devorce papers to go through. her husband is being blackmailed by his ex-girlfriend with threats of getting an abortion...