FA+
Shop
Update of What's Been Up
6 years ago
I see now why there are no turkeys on FA :o
I'm still around, just struggling to stay afloat in life financially and mentally. I'm sharing with you guys how things have been to give you a little bit of why you haven't heard from me or at least not consistently. Just a little of what's going on.
I've sacrificed so much yet it just isn't enough. I literally don't have stable ground to stand on so constantly moving around trying to find solutions as well as peace.
I don't have emotional support channels which causes me to go in and out of depression after I've taken my fill of troubling events and failures. It's also difficult not knowing at this point in my life where I am headed or where I should go. I'm really stuck where I am and slowly sinking. I only know a change must occur before June or I'll fall further and if that happens, I don't know what sort of state I'll be in so just really fighting hard right now.
Writing to you know because I've been just thinking about being on here more. I tried to come back but things just keep happening that makes it difficult. I'm still working on art when I can.
Well, have to go to work. Until next time.
I've sacrificed so much yet it just isn't enough. I literally don't have stable ground to stand on so constantly moving around trying to find solutions as well as peace.
I don't have emotional support channels which causes me to go in and out of depression after I've taken my fill of troubling events and failures. It's also difficult not knowing at this point in my life where I am headed or where I should go. I'm really stuck where I am and slowly sinking. I only know a change must occur before June or I'll fall further and if that happens, I don't know what sort of state I'll be in so just really fighting hard right now.
Writing to you know because I've been just thinking about being on here more. I tried to come back but things just keep happening that makes it difficult. I'm still working on art when I can.
Well, have to go to work. Until next time.
There are so many ways for a person to wind up in debt but so little and less in your face ways to get out or assistance.
One frustrating incident is with my car payments, I had $100 put in to get me ahead in my payments but due to funds being transferred to them late as well as other bills I have to pay, they never got the money and it put me behind so I owed more. It's so difficult to get ahead.
Those who know me, knows how I struggle in life too. I have more debts than I could possible pay in one life...
I am recovering from an abusive relationship (from were came all the debts) and couldn't find any job because of my age, poor academic references and the like.
But if you believe that in June things will be better, be strong.
I just wish I could do more than text here, but I really hope you can solve these situations...