Hey there, so you guys might of noticed I deactivated a few days ago. It's a long story but basically I deactivated during a real bad depressive episode I was having after I met up with a therapist I was reaching out to as a first step to getting some help around here. It didn't go too well, and basically made my condition and suicidal ideations I was already having, worse. So I found myself closing myself off completely from everyone to be in complete isolation. Friends, family, the internet...literally everyone.

I drafted a statement regarding what happened that you can read here: https://tinyurl.com/yxwbny68

There was a bit of an uproar on twitter about my disappearance that was really... uh.. jarring to come back home to after I had come back from going to a few CRCs nearby me to get some help. Due to this uproar I ultimately decided that it would be in my best interests for my health, and for the sake of my clients that I keep in waiting for long periods of time while I'm fighting my mental health issues that I should just issue refunds via adopts. I explained all that in the document if you'd like to read my reasoning in full. But it's just gotten to a point where I just can't keep jeopardizing my health any longer. I make money faster with adopts/bases than I produce individual pieces of art that I pour a lot of my time into, and a lot of that time is affected by my disorders I was diagnosed with recently that I didn't even know I had until I saw a psychiatrist recently for medication.

So I need all my clients reading this that I did not personally reach out to recently, to fill out this form for your refund. I'm really sorry it's come to this, and I know for most of you it's highly disappointing: https://tinyurl.com/y3d4vt8p

So far I only have 25/96 of the people on my refund list that I pulled from the full list of owed work that have filled out the refund form. I'm keeping 25 clients I personally picked to keep the art for due to personal reasoning. Most are friends that keep up with me personally to understand why my art outcome might be affected and don't mind waiting with zero pressure. I wanted to keep it to a strict number of 25 since I personally know that it's something I can handle once all my refunds have been dealt with.

After I have tackled my overdue rent for March, rent for April and funds for bills, I will be dedicating April to dishing out as many adopts as possible to start hacking away at these refunds. It'll be no different than how I managed to get the funds I needed for moving and my car last year, so I'm pretty confident I can make this happen to get my queue cleared once and for all.

If you know someone I owe work to, and they've lost touch with me, I urge you to share this and help me get the word out that I'd like to refund everyone I owe something to. No matter how long ago it may have been, I just want to get this all cleared up.