i'm trying to draw different subjet for my erotic draw, both original and rule 34.

I mean, i use to draw the same characters because they give me inspiration, but i would like to make different thing... and i'm trying to draw rule 34 because i fucking love what i see from the artist i follow and i want to be like them. But damn! most of the time i feel uncomfortable!!
i know this is stupid, but this is the way I am.

i woud like to know how other artist works and if they could give me tips.
thank you