2019 spring! its in the air! //sneezing
6 years ago
hellloooooooooo floks and foxex i hope everyone is having a good day and hopefully life. I'm happy to say my hands and I are doing very well, much much better, and seem to have healed quite good from my tendonitis last year!! my thumbs fingers and wrists still tire very easily, and I try and stetch everyday at least, or multiple times a day.
Also, i got a dog! Her name is Luna she is an adopted husky, from a friend who didnt walk her love her or want her around anymore after they let their dog and her have a litter of puppies. They chose to keep her unspayed for the puppies it really upset me, but she is in a place where she gets lots of love now!!!!!!. shes a totally sweetheart who LOVES running!!!!! if you would like to see her i can post pics?
I also have pics of Luna husky and of various Works In Progress on my twitter bryn_alyn :3!!!! mainly I am still working to clear out my queque from when my hands were 'broken'! XP If i have ignored your notes or comments I truly feel bad and apologize but I have extreme ADHD and remembering to reply + the fact of my injuries and life situation depressed me and made it like so impossible. If a response is needed from me for any reason, dont hesitate to ask, I am very understanding and will do what it takes to help answer or resolve your questions!!!!!! I read and appreciate and look at everything people say all the time , it truly makes me feel happy <3 If you have questions on your commission, feel free to message and talk to me , or if you attempted to commission me in the past and would like to be put on a waitinglist for when my current queque clears, let me know!!! I really love doing art for people even though I have ADHD it can make me forget to respond!! then the anxiety is like "hey you better not try responding late, days later, or a week later thats RUDE and then everyone will hate you." I hope to work on this stuff and just learning to breathe and relax and not let my anxiety hold me hostage, its an ongoing battle but honestly I have gotten loads better at it.
In bad news, Unfortunately the man me and my SO chose to live with who was on the house lease, turned out to be absolutely terrible and malicious and stalked/watched us constantly (he would crack his door when me or my bf got home to listen into our convos) and even screamed at me when my SO wasnt around, and tried to bully and intimidate both of us. He would threaten my SO with eviction when i was not home and blackmail him into paying him money, then when i was home alone with him he would do the same thing to me. he's a malicious narcissistic, creepy violent and controlling person. it was terrible and scary to live there. the breaking point came when my SO stood up to him (Mike "Wildman" Naypaver is his name) then this man tried to attack my boyfriend, and my bf knocked him out in a punch. there was lots of our friends there who saw him attack my boyfriend unprovoked, and the guy was drunk, he kept trying to fight Jer(my SO) after coming to, and so our friends let us come to their house so we could escape him, he kept trying to call us after we left, it was like the middle of the night by this point. So our friends were like "okay you guys NEED to move hes fucking crazy. we are helping you move TOMORROW." the next day i find he rubbed our toothbrushes in shit and pissed on my fursuit head after we left. and in my dresser. i posted pictures of what he did on my instagram for the local community to know what a sick fucking creep he was. We were not on the lease which was for cheaper rent/our not good credit history(school loans fuck ya man) and wow was it a horrible gross experience. Im just glad to be out of there period.
So yes!!! This has been your seasonal update on my life!!!! I hope to hear from people even though it is sorta silly of me to wish that! please be happy and spread love and happiness folks. I thinks its time to save the planet together so we will need all the positivity we can get. <3 STAY UP THRIVE FOR YOUR LIFE
Also, i got a dog! Her name is Luna she is an adopted husky, from a friend who didnt walk her love her or want her around anymore after they let their dog and her have a litter of puppies. They chose to keep her unspayed for the puppies it really upset me, but she is in a place where she gets lots of love now!!!!!!. shes a totally sweetheart who LOVES running!!!!! if you would like to see her i can post pics?
I also have pics of Luna husky and of various Works In Progress on my twitter bryn_alyn :3!!!! mainly I am still working to clear out my queque from when my hands were 'broken'! XP If i have ignored your notes or comments I truly feel bad and apologize but I have extreme ADHD and remembering to reply + the fact of my injuries and life situation depressed me and made it like so impossible. If a response is needed from me for any reason, dont hesitate to ask, I am very understanding and will do what it takes to help answer or resolve your questions!!!!!! I read and appreciate and look at everything people say all the time , it truly makes me feel happy <3 If you have questions on your commission, feel free to message and talk to me , or if you attempted to commission me in the past and would like to be put on a waitinglist for when my current queque clears, let me know!!! I really love doing art for people even though I have ADHD it can make me forget to respond!! then the anxiety is like "hey you better not try responding late, days later, or a week later thats RUDE and then everyone will hate you." I hope to work on this stuff and just learning to breathe and relax and not let my anxiety hold me hostage, its an ongoing battle but honestly I have gotten loads better at it.
In bad news, Unfortunately the man me and my SO chose to live with who was on the house lease, turned out to be absolutely terrible and malicious and stalked/watched us constantly (he would crack his door when me or my bf got home to listen into our convos) and even screamed at me when my SO wasnt around, and tried to bully and intimidate both of us. He would threaten my SO with eviction when i was not home and blackmail him into paying him money, then when i was home alone with him he would do the same thing to me. he's a malicious narcissistic, creepy violent and controlling person. it was terrible and scary to live there. the breaking point came when my SO stood up to him (Mike "Wildman" Naypaver is his name) then this man tried to attack my boyfriend, and my bf knocked him out in a punch. there was lots of our friends there who saw him attack my boyfriend unprovoked, and the guy was drunk, he kept trying to fight Jer(my SO) after coming to, and so our friends let us come to their house so we could escape him, he kept trying to call us after we left, it was like the middle of the night by this point. So our friends were like "okay you guys NEED to move hes fucking crazy. we are helping you move TOMORROW." the next day i find he rubbed our toothbrushes in shit and pissed on my fursuit head after we left. and in my dresser. i posted pictures of what he did on my instagram for the local community to know what a sick fucking creep he was. We were not on the lease which was for cheaper rent/our not good credit history(school loans fuck ya man) and wow was it a horrible gross experience. Im just glad to be out of there period.
So yes!!! This has been your seasonal update on my life!!!! I hope to hear from people even though it is sorta silly of me to wish that! please be happy and spread love and happiness folks. I thinks its time to save the planet together so we will need all the positivity we can get. <3 STAY UP THRIVE FOR YOUR LIFE