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6 years ago
OK everyone, trying to write this now.
the last 2 weeks ive been having spells of dizziness and vertigo with exhaustion. they would come in waves over the day with periods of recovery.
About 5 days ago, at work they became incredibly bad and i could not do anything. I was rushed to the hospital where they went over me with numerous tests. At the time, they did not find anything as of yet so they sent me to another appointment yesterday. In between that time i had another very severe attack that left me with a lot of pain in my chest, headaches, panic, inability to speak well, and an outright brutal exhaustion.
The doctors visit yesterday i had another attack, the periods of symptoms between the attacks have gotten more severe and i can no longer work anymore at my job and earn money and have trouble doing daily simple tasks. The doctors again have not found much but they want to give a CT scan to my head an face in on April 10. If they cant find anything there, they are going to look into the idea that this is an innner ear disorder. A lot of the symptoms I have pointed to Meniere's disease, and they are considering looking at that.
For the last day ive been just bedridden. and lying down still brings about vertigo and very chaotic dreamlike thought patterns. I feel as through I am trying to move my whole consiousness and body through a thick sludge at all times. Ive also got nausea and diahreeea. I have chills and my hands and body parts tremble all the time. Food intake has been less than ususal. i have trouble standing up to cook food but ive been trying to eat as I know i need it. This condition had disrupted my life as it, I cant work anymore and most of my daily hobbies are just not being invested in. Not sure what is going to happen in the future. I want to say I fucking hate this.
Those 2 people who have commissions out for me. I no longer at this time have any clear timeline for when they can be done. I might try and continue work on them in the next day or so and see if that is still possible. But I will throw this out... if you are considering wanting a refund for your commissions, send me a note and I will look into getting that for you. Im horribly sorry for this.
Please everyone, I ask you guys look at my art often and hopefully look for bits of my soul hidden in the work. So far in my life it is the work of all my existence though I did want to do more. But I want it to sonehow bring happiness to you guys, inspire you, and give you confidence to express yourself and be creative and thrilled with life. That is what means the most to me. And in cause u guys did not know I also have a gallery at Deviant Art:
https://www.deviantart.com/timon-berkowitz
I will update as I can. Goodbye for now.
the last 2 weeks ive been having spells of dizziness and vertigo with exhaustion. they would come in waves over the day with periods of recovery.
About 5 days ago, at work they became incredibly bad and i could not do anything. I was rushed to the hospital where they went over me with numerous tests. At the time, they did not find anything as of yet so they sent me to another appointment yesterday. In between that time i had another very severe attack that left me with a lot of pain in my chest, headaches, panic, inability to speak well, and an outright brutal exhaustion.
The doctors visit yesterday i had another attack, the periods of symptoms between the attacks have gotten more severe and i can no longer work anymore at my job and earn money and have trouble doing daily simple tasks. The doctors again have not found much but they want to give a CT scan to my head an face in on April 10. If they cant find anything there, they are going to look into the idea that this is an innner ear disorder. A lot of the symptoms I have pointed to Meniere's disease, and they are considering looking at that.
For the last day ive been just bedridden. and lying down still brings about vertigo and very chaotic dreamlike thought patterns. I feel as through I am trying to move my whole consiousness and body through a thick sludge at all times. Ive also got nausea and diahreeea. I have chills and my hands and body parts tremble all the time. Food intake has been less than ususal. i have trouble standing up to cook food but ive been trying to eat as I know i need it. This condition had disrupted my life as it, I cant work anymore and most of my daily hobbies are just not being invested in. Not sure what is going to happen in the future. I want to say I fucking hate this.
Those 2 people who have commissions out for me. I no longer at this time have any clear timeline for when they can be done. I might try and continue work on them in the next day or so and see if that is still possible. But I will throw this out... if you are considering wanting a refund for your commissions, send me a note and I will look into getting that for you. Im horribly sorry for this.
Please everyone, I ask you guys look at my art often and hopefully look for bits of my soul hidden in the work. So far in my life it is the work of all my existence though I did want to do more. But I want it to sonehow bring happiness to you guys, inspire you, and give you confidence to express yourself and be creative and thrilled with life. That is what means the most to me. And in cause u guys did not know I also have a gallery at Deviant Art:
https://www.deviantart.com/timon-berkowitz
I will update as I can. Goodbye for now.
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