This is just me expressing me

I feel jealous of the people that have friendships, those friendships that share things together, art, games, everything

every time when I see that friendships, I feel an chill in all my body, I feel sad, I feel jealous

I haven't get any "IRL Friends", just counting 1 right now, and that 1, I don't feel it very close

all the people I have know, all the people I have meet, I don't feel I have gone to any part with them

I feel so lonely, I feel so sad...