Mem's 132 / Mem's 133 are accidental repeats in scrap, so I'm removing them and replacing them with different memories.

I've been busy lately visiting my mother in the hospital. My mother puts such a mental strain on me and my family. For years now she treated us like shit, people only to serve and entertain her. She never takes care of herself and after losing her foot and four toes due to an incident caused by her type-2 diabetes, she managed to land herself back into the hospital. This time she has to get another surgery in which she has to remove her other foot due to infection. She's refusing the operation, not because of financial issues, but because shes a stubborn woman who just doesn't care about no one, but her wants and desires. Those wants and desires are nothing more but to be a spoiled brat.

I'm sick of visiting her everyday in the hospital, just to get shit on by that bitch. Its 2015-2016 all over again. Where we become nothing more then servants to her. Most families would visit their family member to encourage them, see how they are going! No... we visit her and are put to work in being her nurse. Taking care of her needs and getting belittled by her... she manipulates us and just the lies she does. Its sickening. I'm so mentally tired... and to think... she'll be coming home soon. I've been hoping for years she would change... she would be different, but I've given up. There's nothing redeeming about her. Given the chance, she would of abandon me and my sister like she did her last children. I'm just so tired...