So, it's bee a few months since I posted one of these and a lot has happened in those few months, things are changing for me and despite some anxiety about it all I'm very happy for myself. I haven't been very active on discord, skype, or steam recently (well I was never super active but less active than normal) due to having to take care and prepare for the next couple of weeks. In two weeks I'm very happy to announce that I'll starting my new job, after a near year of searching after graduating college. A full time position, though temporary, is my foot in the door for the industry I've dreamed for working in and I start that dream in a mere 14 days. I can't express how happy I am after 2018 was rejection after rejection, months and months dragging on with no work there's no better feeling than finally getting my career started. I won't announce where I'll be working at online, only to a few close friends for safety reasons, but I do want to thank those close friends for being their for me through the frustrations of my job search.

But before I start that job, I'll be moving next week, only 7 days into my house with a couple of close friends from college who also nailed the same job as me. It's a big change from me, being truly on my own, having to pay rent, buy groceries, etc. It'll take some getting used to, even in college I didn't have to handle all of those things while I was on my own so this is a step above that. But still, despite some initial anxiety I know I'm excited and I'm ready for this!

But with this next step in my life, I know it'll effect me online in someway. I may be on less often, I won't be making much but at least the cost of living is somewhat cheap but it may affect how many commissions I'll be able to afford (which even now I've been getting very few, saving for that security deposit and rent) but maybe once I come into the budget, get used to things I'll be able to figure out a good balance and hopefully still talk to folks online. But yeah I couldn't be happier right now and hopefully once I move in and get settled I'll start being more active! Thanks to those who read through this update for the support :)