I think that I'm gonna start doing maybe a stop smoking blog-ish thing??? maybe post once a week or update daily? I don't know. I don't really wanna spam any of my watcher's feeds of me going "YAY! didn't smoke again today!" because hopefully there will be a lot of that.

I know it sounds needy but.....if you guys have any encouraging words for me it would be amazing to tell me. even if it's something short like "You can do it" or "I believe in you." or even bad dad jokes would be appreciated.

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I've been a smoker since I was probably 17, I'm now 28....11 years is plenty and I've decided to stop smoking. . .again. this will hopefully be my 3rd, final, and permanent stop this time.
I took my last puff two days ago.
My cravings are insane. It feels like I'm hungry but at the same time, my stomach is upset. I'm legit tired all the time. Even after sleeping for TEN HOURS. I really hope that these cravings go away. Please tell me I'm not the only one. And I really need the encouragement because my mental stability has gone out the fucking window already.

Day 4 (today): had a crappy day at work was craving nicotine super bad but didn't break. WOO!


I wanna say thank you to everyone who gave me advice and encouraging words on my last journal too. I love you all so much! <3