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16 years ago
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I will copy-paste a rather lengthy description of myself from Pounced.org. I figure since its public there, I might as well make it public here. Not like anyone will have any sort of privacy in the future anyways huh? :P
Anyway, enjoy! Maybe you'll learn something about me for the fun of it.
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This is your chance to get to know me rather well before you actually get to know me. I’ll have the different search categories listed below so that way it will be easier to see who I am compared to what you’re looking for. Look below for the bold headings as guidance.
<b>Casual Friend Section:</b>
I like friends; its as simple as that. If you’re looking for someone just to talk to for a little while, or just something interesting to do for the day that’s fine with me. However, I am one of your “safety first” sort of people. I don’t particularly like the idea of meeting up until I know you, for that matter same with phone calls. I know that might seem pretty harsh, but its just how I operate. Let’s chat on a messenger for a while, or through email a while. I’m sure there is always something to learn about each other and fun things to do. Check out my Likes section below for some possible topics to play with. Hope to see you. ^^
<b>Good Friend Section:</b>
This is something that I am always looking for. A good friend is as rare as gold anymore. I have few that I put into this category, and I am always looking for more. Usually a good friend is built over time, and through a strong relationship of caring about one another, learning about each other, and listening to each other. A lot of the casual friendship section above fits here, but with a good friend, I am willing to go the extra mile. Drop me a line, the sooner the better because that means the more time we have together to hang out and have fun with life.
<b>Quick Yiff Section:</b>
Quite honestly, I am very skeptical of this section. I am one of those dragons that don’t see the use for a quick yiff. I would much rather have a long lasting relationship with a person that I love. I would think that a quick yiff would only either abuse and use another person, or leave myself open to be abused and used. These are things that I don’t want to bring to anyone, nor do I want them to happen to me. If you’re looking at me for a quick yiff, I ask that you leave me alone. If you’re looking for a life long partner to life, now let’s look at the Long Term section below.
<b>Short Term Section:</b>
I don’t even see what the point of a short term relationship is. I must not really understand the idea behind a short term relationship. This isn’t some sort of weird mate on loan program or anything is it? Well anyway, I don’t think that a short term relationship is what I’m looking for either. I doubt there would be as much abuse and using as there would be in a quick yiff, but this sort of relationship might be even worse, because it implies you or I will be leaving the relationship. Why set yourself up for pain and hurt intentionally? I think it would be much better for everyone to either stick with the Quick Yiff, or the Long Term relationship. See either of those sections. Or if I’ve completely misunderstood this sort of relationship, please contact me and tell me what I’ve done wrong. I’m always open to corrections.
<b>Long Term Section:</b>
This is something that I have been trying to find for years, and so far have only met with failure. I seem to have the tendency of attracting highly insecure people, or people that want to just bully me about. I’m tired of that sort of thing. I want a companion through life, someone that I can share the ups and the downs with together. I’m looking for someone that I can care for, care about, and care for others with. I’ve had years to think about what this sort of long term relationship would be like, but I have also come to understand that no one is perfect. So there won’t be a description of what my dream partner is, because that person isn’t out there. However, my perfect match with all their flaws, now that person is out there somewhere. Perhaps these words have reached them.
Things you may want to look through before you just immeadiately think that you and I are destined to be, written in the stars, and bonded soul to soul… Orientation and Gender section, Likes section, Dislikes section, as well as Opinions of Myself section.
<b>Orientation and Gender Section:</b>
My primary gender orientation is straight. Quite honestly, I like females. There is nothing wrong with that, and I doubt there ever will be. I am pretty darn sure that when I end up with my life long partner, that partner will be a female.
I have no problems at all with someone that is gay or lesbian. I believe that everyone is important, and has an absolute right to seek happiness in their own way. I won’t ever fault you for wanting whatever it is that you want. That being said, please don’t think my orientation is any sort of way to stop us talking. Some of my best friends are gay actually, though I don’t know off the top of my head if I have any lesbian friends. But anyway…
As I said before I am pretty sure my life partner will be female, but I also believe in love. Love, in its truest sense, is rarer than a good friend, in fact it’s the rarest thing in this world I believe. I’ve long since told myself that if I find the perfect match for me, and that person is a male, then who cares what the blasted world thinks. And that includes my parents that would never accept it, ha take that parents! I will say though, that if you’re male and thinking there might be a chance here, take things very slowly.
On another thought, I think I’d like to take any relationship slowly anyway. Why rush when you can smell the roses on the way and enjoy each other’s company eh?
<b>Likes Section:</b>
Chinese food, especially fried rice.
Luke warm spring days.
Sunsets, they are always breath taking.
Writing first drafts of stories.
Playing computer games, RPGs, RTS, Sims, Tower Defense, Adventure games.
Fantasy stories, especially with dragons in them.
Long hair, darn sexy yes it is.
Skirts, also darn sexy, yes they are.
Listening to someone singing.
Understand the lyrics of songs.
Music types: Techno, New age Symphony, Electronica, Modern Jazz?, New Age, Classical Symphony, Video game Remixes and Originals.
Numismatics.
Movies: Fantasy, Science fiction, Anime, and an occasional romance.
Canoeing and Kayaking, down those calmer rivers. None of that White water yet.
Hikes or long walks, both in the neighborhood and out on trails.
Time alone, I’m an introvert and sometimes you just have to have your own time.
Deep conversations, especially spiritual conversations.
Art, but I can’t draw, would love to learn.
Collaboration on projects, always love working with other people.
The color blue.
Dogs the most, but I also like cats, birds, fish, ferrets, mice, gerbils, those little hermit crabs, pets in general. Horses intimidate me a little bit, but I think with time I could get used to them.
Kindness, Sympathy, Honor, Dignity, Honesty.
Cuddling with the one you love… I miss that so much.
Mornings off. Ok, whole days off.
Board games, and card games. Especially Settlers of Catan.
Peanutbutter cups.
Freedom.
<b>Dislikes Section:</b>
Waking up early.
When my computer doesn’t work, or any computer doesn’t work.
My room when it gets too messy.
Not being able to live on my own.
Cheese, on pretty much everything. I’ll eat it, but its not my favorite. Very few exceptions.
Large crowds, but its not a phobia. I just prefer one on one conversations and whatnot.
Being cold.
Bug bites.
Tons of Piercings. I can tolerate them just fine though.
Close-minded people
People that are rude to workers in retail, because I work in retail.
Being angry, depressed, sad, or any of that.
Not knowing why.
People that cheat in a relationship.
People imposing things on others.
Hard core fetishes. I’m just not wild or crazy enough to handle that sort of thing.
Rap.
Pushy people.
Dishonesty, Hatred, Anger, Injustice,
<b>Opinion of Myself Section:</b>
Alright, this is something I’ve never really tried before, so bear with me. I’m going to tell you exactly what I think about myself. I’ll try to leave out exaggerations, modesty, and give you my purest opinion of myself. Its not everything, but hey it’s a different side of my mind that most people don’t get to see.
I’m a good friend, quite possibly one of the best you’ll ever have once we get to really know each other. If I feel we’re good friends, I will do everything in my power to help you out through the thick and the thin. There are limits I will even for my friends, but one thing is for sure, I try darn hard.
Whenever I get it in my mind that something needs to be done, and as long as I see its important, I work hard to get it done. I won’t let things stand in my way. If there are obstacles, I will find a way around them. Persistence is one of my greatest gifts, and I know how to use it, and when to use it.
I would make an excellent partner. I care deeply about those I love. While I will never be perfect, I will always do my best for them. I understand there are times when I am wrong, or that you need time to yourself. I understand that sometimes you’ll hate me, or that I’ll be angry and might even hate you. But for my partner, there is always a way to work things out.
I would make a good father. I’m good with kids, they usually seem to have a good time when I get to play with them. I’m able to teach, though have no degrees or anything like that. Plus I think kids are cool in general.
I’m a good listener. I listen well, and I can listen to you for a very long time. I give mostly good advice, though I will warn you when I don’t know everything. Even if I don’t know you very well I will care about your situation until you prove yourself to not be worth my time.
<b>Miscellaneous Section:</b>
This is just for random whatever. Other notes that I think might be important for others to know. Who knows, you might find something interesting in here. Then again, I might just bore the teeth out of you.
I’m an aspiring writer. I have a book manuscript finished as of when I wrote this, and I’m working on editing it so I can try to get the book published. I really enjoy working on fantasy stories, and I have a few short stories already finished. My current novel is going to be part of a series, all things working out that is. This series is actually the beginning of a whole line of stories about this particular world. I’ve got enough ideas to probably do about twelve books in all. Then there’s all the other story ideas I have floating about in my head. Now if only I could find the time to actually do that much writing.
I’m a dragon as you probably guessed from my ad here. The way I am a dragon is deeply tied with my own self image and idea of who I am. At one point in the past, I was a dragon. I have since reincarnated here on Earth and am now a human. I understand of course, that I am human, but I also believe that my soul is now both part dragon and part human. I don’t think that makes me any better than anyone else, and it doesn’t make me all that much different either. It gives me a few different perspectives on life though, and I believe that my draconic heritage has helped me live a better life than if I hadn’t known. To me, who I was and what I am now are the same, contiguous being. My online personality is just as I am in the real world, and I wouldn’t have it either way. I identify with the name Ahndeleck, or Ahn, as I would my given name. In some instances, I feel stronger attachment to Ahndeleck and Ahn than what I was given.
I’m a deeply spiritual person as well, as you might have guessed from the small paragraph above. I believe that life continues for eternity, and that we are all constantly developing.
<b>Links Section:</b>
My Fur Affinity Account: Not very active since I am still working on my book. Otherwise it’s the most active journal and updates place that I am willing to share at this point.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/ahndeleck/
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Anyway, enjoy! Maybe you'll learn something about me for the fun of it.
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This is your chance to get to know me rather well before you actually get to know me. I’ll have the different search categories listed below so that way it will be easier to see who I am compared to what you’re looking for. Look below for the bold headings as guidance.
<b>Casual Friend Section:</b>
I like friends; its as simple as that. If you’re looking for someone just to talk to for a little while, or just something interesting to do for the day that’s fine with me. However, I am one of your “safety first” sort of people. I don’t particularly like the idea of meeting up until I know you, for that matter same with phone calls. I know that might seem pretty harsh, but its just how I operate. Let’s chat on a messenger for a while, or through email a while. I’m sure there is always something to learn about each other and fun things to do. Check out my Likes section below for some possible topics to play with. Hope to see you. ^^
<b>Good Friend Section:</b>
This is something that I am always looking for. A good friend is as rare as gold anymore. I have few that I put into this category, and I am always looking for more. Usually a good friend is built over time, and through a strong relationship of caring about one another, learning about each other, and listening to each other. A lot of the casual friendship section above fits here, but with a good friend, I am willing to go the extra mile. Drop me a line, the sooner the better because that means the more time we have together to hang out and have fun with life.
<b>Quick Yiff Section:</b>
Quite honestly, I am very skeptical of this section. I am one of those dragons that don’t see the use for a quick yiff. I would much rather have a long lasting relationship with a person that I love. I would think that a quick yiff would only either abuse and use another person, or leave myself open to be abused and used. These are things that I don’t want to bring to anyone, nor do I want them to happen to me. If you’re looking at me for a quick yiff, I ask that you leave me alone. If you’re looking for a life long partner to life, now let’s look at the Long Term section below.
<b>Short Term Section:</b>
I don’t even see what the point of a short term relationship is. I must not really understand the idea behind a short term relationship. This isn’t some sort of weird mate on loan program or anything is it? Well anyway, I don’t think that a short term relationship is what I’m looking for either. I doubt there would be as much abuse and using as there would be in a quick yiff, but this sort of relationship might be even worse, because it implies you or I will be leaving the relationship. Why set yourself up for pain and hurt intentionally? I think it would be much better for everyone to either stick with the Quick Yiff, or the Long Term relationship. See either of those sections. Or if I’ve completely misunderstood this sort of relationship, please contact me and tell me what I’ve done wrong. I’m always open to corrections.
<b>Long Term Section:</b>
This is something that I have been trying to find for years, and so far have only met with failure. I seem to have the tendency of attracting highly insecure people, or people that want to just bully me about. I’m tired of that sort of thing. I want a companion through life, someone that I can share the ups and the downs with together. I’m looking for someone that I can care for, care about, and care for others with. I’ve had years to think about what this sort of long term relationship would be like, but I have also come to understand that no one is perfect. So there won’t be a description of what my dream partner is, because that person isn’t out there. However, my perfect match with all their flaws, now that person is out there somewhere. Perhaps these words have reached them.
Things you may want to look through before you just immeadiately think that you and I are destined to be, written in the stars, and bonded soul to soul… Orientation and Gender section, Likes section, Dislikes section, as well as Opinions of Myself section.
<b>Orientation and Gender Section:</b>
My primary gender orientation is straight. Quite honestly, I like females. There is nothing wrong with that, and I doubt there ever will be. I am pretty darn sure that when I end up with my life long partner, that partner will be a female.
I have no problems at all with someone that is gay or lesbian. I believe that everyone is important, and has an absolute right to seek happiness in their own way. I won’t ever fault you for wanting whatever it is that you want. That being said, please don’t think my orientation is any sort of way to stop us talking. Some of my best friends are gay actually, though I don’t know off the top of my head if I have any lesbian friends. But anyway…
As I said before I am pretty sure my life partner will be female, but I also believe in love. Love, in its truest sense, is rarer than a good friend, in fact it’s the rarest thing in this world I believe. I’ve long since told myself that if I find the perfect match for me, and that person is a male, then who cares what the blasted world thinks. And that includes my parents that would never accept it, ha take that parents! I will say though, that if you’re male and thinking there might be a chance here, take things very slowly.
On another thought, I think I’d like to take any relationship slowly anyway. Why rush when you can smell the roses on the way and enjoy each other’s company eh?
<b>Likes Section:</b>
Chinese food, especially fried rice.
Luke warm spring days.
Sunsets, they are always breath taking.
Writing first drafts of stories.
Playing computer games, RPGs, RTS, Sims, Tower Defense, Adventure games.
Fantasy stories, especially with dragons in them.
Long hair, darn sexy yes it is.
Skirts, also darn sexy, yes they are.
Listening to someone singing.
Understand the lyrics of songs.
Music types: Techno, New age Symphony, Electronica, Modern Jazz?, New Age, Classical Symphony, Video game Remixes and Originals.
Numismatics.
Movies: Fantasy, Science fiction, Anime, and an occasional romance.
Canoeing and Kayaking, down those calmer rivers. None of that White water yet.
Hikes or long walks, both in the neighborhood and out on trails.
Time alone, I’m an introvert and sometimes you just have to have your own time.
Deep conversations, especially spiritual conversations.
Art, but I can’t draw, would love to learn.
Collaboration on projects, always love working with other people.
The color blue.
Dogs the most, but I also like cats, birds, fish, ferrets, mice, gerbils, those little hermit crabs, pets in general. Horses intimidate me a little bit, but I think with time I could get used to them.
Kindness, Sympathy, Honor, Dignity, Honesty.
Cuddling with the one you love… I miss that so much.
Mornings off. Ok, whole days off.
Board games, and card games. Especially Settlers of Catan.
Peanutbutter cups.
Freedom.
<b>Dislikes Section:</b>
Waking up early.
When my computer doesn’t work, or any computer doesn’t work.
My room when it gets too messy.
Not being able to live on my own.
Cheese, on pretty much everything. I’ll eat it, but its not my favorite. Very few exceptions.
Large crowds, but its not a phobia. I just prefer one on one conversations and whatnot.
Being cold.
Bug bites.
Tons of Piercings. I can tolerate them just fine though.
Close-minded people
People that are rude to workers in retail, because I work in retail.
Being angry, depressed, sad, or any of that.
Not knowing why.
People that cheat in a relationship.
People imposing things on others.
Hard core fetishes. I’m just not wild or crazy enough to handle that sort of thing.
Rap.
Pushy people.
Dishonesty, Hatred, Anger, Injustice,
<b>Opinion of Myself Section:</b>
Alright, this is something I’ve never really tried before, so bear with me. I’m going to tell you exactly what I think about myself. I’ll try to leave out exaggerations, modesty, and give you my purest opinion of myself. Its not everything, but hey it’s a different side of my mind that most people don’t get to see.
I’m a good friend, quite possibly one of the best you’ll ever have once we get to really know each other. If I feel we’re good friends, I will do everything in my power to help you out through the thick and the thin. There are limits I will even for my friends, but one thing is for sure, I try darn hard.
Whenever I get it in my mind that something needs to be done, and as long as I see its important, I work hard to get it done. I won’t let things stand in my way. If there are obstacles, I will find a way around them. Persistence is one of my greatest gifts, and I know how to use it, and when to use it.
I would make an excellent partner. I care deeply about those I love. While I will never be perfect, I will always do my best for them. I understand there are times when I am wrong, or that you need time to yourself. I understand that sometimes you’ll hate me, or that I’ll be angry and might even hate you. But for my partner, there is always a way to work things out.
I would make a good father. I’m good with kids, they usually seem to have a good time when I get to play with them. I’m able to teach, though have no degrees or anything like that. Plus I think kids are cool in general.
I’m a good listener. I listen well, and I can listen to you for a very long time. I give mostly good advice, though I will warn you when I don’t know everything. Even if I don’t know you very well I will care about your situation until you prove yourself to not be worth my time.
<b>Miscellaneous Section:</b>
This is just for random whatever. Other notes that I think might be important for others to know. Who knows, you might find something interesting in here. Then again, I might just bore the teeth out of you.
I’m an aspiring writer. I have a book manuscript finished as of when I wrote this, and I’m working on editing it so I can try to get the book published. I really enjoy working on fantasy stories, and I have a few short stories already finished. My current novel is going to be part of a series, all things working out that is. This series is actually the beginning of a whole line of stories about this particular world. I’ve got enough ideas to probably do about twelve books in all. Then there’s all the other story ideas I have floating about in my head. Now if only I could find the time to actually do that much writing.
I’m a dragon as you probably guessed from my ad here. The way I am a dragon is deeply tied with my own self image and idea of who I am. At one point in the past, I was a dragon. I have since reincarnated here on Earth and am now a human. I understand of course, that I am human, but I also believe that my soul is now both part dragon and part human. I don’t think that makes me any better than anyone else, and it doesn’t make me all that much different either. It gives me a few different perspectives on life though, and I believe that my draconic heritage has helped me live a better life than if I hadn’t known. To me, who I was and what I am now are the same, contiguous being. My online personality is just as I am in the real world, and I wouldn’t have it either way. I identify with the name Ahndeleck, or Ahn, as I would my given name. In some instances, I feel stronger attachment to Ahndeleck and Ahn than what I was given.
I’m a deeply spiritual person as well, as you might have guessed from the small paragraph above. I believe that life continues for eternity, and that we are all constantly developing.
<b>Links Section:</b>
My Fur Affinity Account: Not very active since I am still working on my book. Otherwise it’s the most active journal and updates place that I am willing to share at this point.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/ahndeleck/
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And i like chinese food too....i do really know who doesn't heh
Or maybe I'll just find stalkers. Who knows.
Chinese food, is food of the GODS darn it all! Every meal should be chinese food! except for maybe breakfast... maybe.
And i agree with ya...you'll love the Chinese buffets we have over here :D