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16 years ago
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Poland was fuckin awesome. It was way better than I expected and I got to do a lot of cool shit. 
riftryu and 
PeterRabbit are the best Polish girls around. The highlights of the trip are probably climbing a mountain, and going to Slovakia too, and I saw a cave and some castle. BUT ESPECIALLY, seeing Rifty's dreams come true when she got to see lemurs and anteaters up close. :3
If you aren't already watching riftryu and are reading this, you are WRONG. I can not stress that enough. She is the sweetest, most amazing, unappreciated person and artist I know, and just a down right genius with her hands. She has a lot of good to share, and I encourage you to encourage her in her creations and ideas.
As for PeterRabbit... Well, she was clever enough to do the near impossible--get me to fall in love. And, I'm very glad it was with her. I've been so cynical about love in the past, I never thought I'd find a girl I could lean on, and I can honestly say I feel lucky. I'm not going to be one of those people that brags about how awesome relationships are and shit, and in our case it isn't that awesome when we have half the world seperating us, but I guess I'm just very thankful it's finally happened to me. She's a brave, intelligent, dependable, patient, and loving woman. I... don't deserve her, and I still can't imagine why she would take a risk on me. I really love her.
I should note: I can see a lot of people critisizing long distance relationships (rightfully so sometimes), including me, but I've seen them work out before, and when you know you truly love someone, it survives. And, shit... loving someone is the hardest thing I know how to do. In my case, the distance is an easy obstical in comparison. Beleive me, I've done hard shit before, I feel bad about being seperaterated, but in this case, distance makes the heart grow fonder.
Alright, enough about that shit.
In recent news, I'm about to start art school. Other classes I have to take are some math classes, probably for two years since I scored horrible on that shit. Goddam math is useless in the real world (don't fuckin kid yourself, unless you are an accountant, you'll never use anything past algebra), so I forgot all that shit. Inversely, I nearly, and I mean nearly, tested out of English (and man that test was retarded and unfair). Ironically, I always hated English class, but it's practical to understand what you are saying and hearing, so I can honestly say that I'm quite motivated with the simple concept of using speech, except more so on my own grounds. It's nothing difficult to practice and use really, unlike dumb fuck math. Maybe I can test outta some of that math shit when I get in, I dunno. Fuck math. Okay, then I have Polish class, which, despite being extremely difficult, I'm very motivated in learning for quite obvious reasons. I never found a good motivation when I was younger for learning and practice another language, so I just kind of worked on the one I already knew, but now that I'm older and can count four native speakers of Polish as friends. I think I can get excited about this type of thing now. The rest is like, some random requisits that I forgot what they are.
And, to conclude, I'm moved into a new appartment (I'll be leaving to live in there soon). I won't have internet for a little while I can imagine, but I'm sure you'll manage without me for a bit.
Take it easy now. God Bless.
riftryu and 
PeterRabbit are the best Polish girls around. The highlights of the trip are probably climbing a mountain, and going to Slovakia too, and I saw a cave and some castle. BUT ESPECIALLY, seeing Rifty's dreams come true when she got to see lemurs and anteaters up close. :3If you aren't already watching
riftryu and are reading this, you are WRONG. I can not stress that enough. She is the sweetest, most amazing, unappreciated person and artist I know, and just a down right genius with her hands. She has a lot of good to share, and I encourage you to encourage her in her creations and ideas.As for
PeterRabbit... Well, she was clever enough to do the near impossible--get me to fall in love. And, I'm very glad it was with her. I've been so cynical about love in the past, I never thought I'd find a girl I could lean on, and I can honestly say I feel lucky. I'm not going to be one of those people that brags about how awesome relationships are and shit, and in our case it isn't that awesome when we have half the world seperating us, but I guess I'm just very thankful it's finally happened to me. She's a brave, intelligent, dependable, patient, and loving woman. I... don't deserve her, and I still can't imagine why she would take a risk on me. I really love her.I should note: I can see a lot of people critisizing long distance relationships (rightfully so sometimes), including me, but I've seen them work out before, and when you know you truly love someone, it survives. And, shit... loving someone is the hardest thing I know how to do. In my case, the distance is an easy obstical in comparison. Beleive me, I've done hard shit before, I feel bad about being seperaterated, but in this case, distance makes the heart grow fonder.
Alright, enough about that shit.
In recent news, I'm about to start art school. Other classes I have to take are some math classes, probably for two years since I scored horrible on that shit. Goddam math is useless in the real world (don't fuckin kid yourself, unless you are an accountant, you'll never use anything past algebra), so I forgot all that shit. Inversely, I nearly, and I mean nearly, tested out of English (and man that test was retarded and unfair). Ironically, I always hated English class, but it's practical to understand what you are saying and hearing, so I can honestly say that I'm quite motivated with the simple concept of using speech, except more so on my own grounds. It's nothing difficult to practice and use really, unlike dumb fuck math. Maybe I can test outta some of that math shit when I get in, I dunno. Fuck math. Okay, then I have Polish class, which, despite being extremely difficult, I'm very motivated in learning for quite obvious reasons. I never found a good motivation when I was younger for learning and practice another language, so I just kind of worked on the one I already knew, but now that I'm older and can count four native speakers of Polish as friends. I think I can get excited about this type of thing now. The rest is like, some random requisits that I forgot what they are.
And, to conclude, I'm moved into a new appartment (I'll be leaving to live in there soon). I won't have internet for a little while I can imagine, but I'm sure you'll manage without me for a bit.
Take it easy now. God Bless.
My point? Sometimes Lds work out. ^_^
Oh, I know it. I'm really not concerned about it working out or not, as much as I'm sad that I have to put her through a seperation.
Yanno, I feel worse for her sometimes. For reason's I don't yet fully comprehend, she's so loyal and sincere with her love for me, but like I think I hinted at before, love is a slow and gradual thing for me... it takes me time, and I've already had to appologize to her for it. But, with her it's seems so strong and right, it's a tidalwave and that I've happily let wash over me and sweep me away in. But, because of this, I feel like the distance must be so hard for her, while I'm still rather used to being alone, still adjusting to the concept of one day spending my life with this woman, and it's only just kinda now dawning on me how much I love and miss her, now that I've been there and gone away. I dunno, I'm a douche bag and a sucky boyfriend... hahaha. But, if there is one thing I posses, it is endurance and determination. With me at least... seeing this relationship all the way through is just a matter of time. I wouldn't ever risk letting someone like her get away.
you Are different. And perhaps some of these differences are the very things she loves about you. ^^ I'm sure that with communication and perseverence...you'll both work out things when they need to be worked out. And enjoy each other every chance you get ^_^
Yanno, I really hope so. You've always been a solid voice of support ever since I've met you. I'm truly blessed to have met and known you, and I thank you for your understanding and words. I sincerely wish you all the best in your relationship as well. You deserve it. :)
::blush:: sheeesh now i'm all blushy and shtuff! But thank you so very much ^___^
Your summer adventure sounds amazing. Now I feel pathetic for browsing FA all summer. :P
Cheers!
...just be back online soon, okay? Please.
Now get back here!
I hope you're well and everything works out the way you want it to...take care :3
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- little Bokros, aaaaaaaaaaaaw...
also, awesome news. I hope you two find a way around the long distance. best wishes!
And, thank you. :3
so once again, best wishes, and much success! oh, and you learn polish? you, sir, are dead serious! ^^
Yeah, I'm serious. :3
And, hey, as long as people can be mature about it, I see nothing wrong with breaking up. All it means is that you were brave enough to give it a chance, and you just found out this person wasn't the one you envisioned the rest of your life with. It's perfectly normal, and I think it's healthy to go out and experiment with different personalities. It's all part of learning and getting to understand yourself and others more deeply.
we are humans, we are bound to make mistakes. they might hurt, but they are necessary, too.
like, when I found out I am asexual, and unable to keep up any relationship to speak of aside friendships... someone else got hurt. but what can I do, play pretend? that would hurt even more.
Yeah, I'm serious. :3
Long distance relationships do work, it's difficult, but in most cases just an obstacle that will be overcome. I'm very happy for you! Good luck and best wishes! C:
AND. I read meth clases at first, not math. OF COURSE I'd read meth, I live in the meth capitol of the world!
Math. I use to be so awesome in math. Now (because as you have said, aside from basic addition, subtraction, multiplication, division and basic measurements) advanced math is not used EVERYDAY unless you're a chemist or computer technician.
I DO use decimals and fractions everyday to build new ad templates, or magazines at work. I hated decimal and fraction equivalents when I was young. I still hate them. ERRGH
Yes, I have to work a little harder than most though, seeing as I have a language barrier to pass too, but I've always been of the philosophy that I only want the things I've had to work for.
Yeah, I did fine on the basic math shit... :| The rest of the wtf math shit, fucked my ass.
You will do just fine. I'm sure! c: