For thoughs that don't know, I have depression and anitexty but its getting worst without therapy. I've been water vaping but its not enough so until I get a therapist I'm not gonna be posting art on here for awhile. I'm on a wait list too, my depression has been hitting me harder to the point I need help....
Sadly I don't have meds or can take them for I have crappy insurance. I'm sorry if I sound like a asshole or ignore people, but that isn't me! My depression hits me so hard I block out even help....I can't stop what I do or say! My mental state of mind is soo fucked up I'm top priority on therapy!....I have my wife keep me in check on my suicide days....she goes silly whenever I get depress too rofl. So until I get help, I won't be doing art for awhile for it hits me that hard at times! So plz forgive me if I act a bit off or if ignore u for I really can't control when it happens at all. I do game alot and still vape to help shake it off as much as I can....but I am trying to fight it and I am getting help